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2012-02-15T07:47:00.001-08:00

Hi people :)
Back back !
Hey jus realise from yesterday till today got 24 people read my blog !
Like so surprise .
Who the hell will read my blog ?!

Okay so I had baking and sushi session with Anna sweetheart on valentine's day and the day before valentine's day :)
The process was awesome !
Although we ran to a lot of different places under the hot sun and tired like mad Bt still worth it :)

Well I went to school today !
Good girl ain't I ? 😉
There's school tmr till 5 and that makes me dread going to school .
Bt seems like no choice Bt I have to attend it tmr 😓
Nbm endure for just two more days and study break here I come !!
After study break jiu proceed with three days of main exam .
After which jiu holiday Liao luh !!!
Yippie !!!! 😜😜😜

Nth much happened today so yep shall stop here :)
Pictures below are some pictures I took during the baking and sushi session :)
See the panda sushi !!
I make de !! Dam cute right ?!
Yes yes so cute !! 😍
K good night lovelies !! 😊
Hehes

2012-02-14T08:00:00.001-08:00

Jus reached home !
Mum asked me so what did he gave me ? What did he did for me ?
Why face so upset ?
I duno what to say .
I still very happy ystday telling her what I did for him .
I don't even dare to tell my mum how I was feeling :/
Ltr she say I'm like a joke .

2012-02-14T06:18:00.001-08:00

I did so much and wasn't being appreciated.
I did so much and wasn't being understood .
Jus because of one ridiculous thing , u forget everything I did for you .
I put so much effort for the very first time for someone but you wasnt appreciative .
I did everything for you , sacrifice so many things just for you.
Two days of preparations .
Two days of tiring myself .
Bt u ?
If u were me , wouldn't you feel disappointed ?
My whole mind now was like you no longer love me already ?
At that vey moment that was everything .
I really did so much , put in so much .
All u gave was excuses .
Sry I don't mean to say this but it's what u made me feel .
Filled with tears and you were sleeping .
Dead disappointed .

Only happy thing today was sweetheart de thing !
His boy was so sweet to her , plan so much things for her !
Grats sweetheart !!!
So happy for u !!!
Last long !!
Got Boyf le don't forget sist hor !
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

2012-02-14T01:18:00.001-08:00

Disappointed .

Valentines day.

2012-02-13T10:16:00.000-08:00

hi people !
everyone is sleeping i suppose while im here unable to get to sleep !
so here is the thing !
i read thru my twitter and facebook and people are tweeting/posting about how pathetic they are because today is valentine's day and they are left all alone.
come on people , yes it's valentine's day !
for lovers they are celebrating for this day but for single earthlings out there , it's not like it's the end of the world .__.
just one day and its over !
pardon me for being harsh but some of you had been single for like some time and just a valentine's day doesnt make any difference :/
it's annoying when people especially at facebook posting how pathetic and lonely they are , posting stuffs like finding a gf/bf .
hello ?
meet random girls/boys to be ur gf/bf just to celebrate one day valentine then break ah ?
lame much uh ?
or are you guys trying to seek attention ?
can't believe there are actually girls posting this kind of lame and despo status too =.=
People, dont be so hard on yourself !!!!

Valentine's day might be a day that makes all the single people feel insecure about themselves.
A day where it makes single people feel like they aren’t good enough.
And especially making them feel like they are going to be: Forever alone.
The truth is: Just because you don’t have a valentine, it doesn’t mean that you are going to be forever alone, it doesn’t mean that at all.

Relationship last long because two people make a choice.
to keep it , fight for it and work for it .
There will always be that first person whom you really wanted to spend the rest of your life with.
its just a matter of time to realise who that person really was .
im glad that i got my boyf and i would really like to thank the god for having him.
things i wanted to say to boyf will be told to him by tmr so yeah shall skip writting it here cos it will probably be a one full page long of things im gonna say to him.
so yep okay i off to bed now .
bye people (:
Happy Valentine's Day !

2012-02-13T00:46:00.001-08:00

Hi people :)
I'm currently at plaza sing waiting for my Anna sweetheart for like going one hour alrdy :(

Okay so I'm going to blog about what guys can get for their girlfriends or someone they love on valentines !
Valentines is jus once in a year so it would be good if you can get something for ur partner.
I mean like they will remember it for their life if u give something to them or better still plan something for them !
So when they think of valentine day , they will think of what you get for them before !

Firstly u can bring them to places where maybe you first bought her to .
Or you can bring her to places whr you know she like .

Secondly you can make something for them ?
Like make it own your own !
With ur bare hands :))
Food , cards etc etc .
It's like when you do it on your own , you can have the creativity and design it in any way you wan to !
It's sweeter to do/design it yourself than to buy something outside .
Not all things that are expensive will attract the girl .
It's something which you do with more sincerity will.

Thirdly i personally think that making cards like writting love letters for someone you love is sweet lah !!
Now de guys where got write love letter de Liao .
They got anything also Is use text de .
So love letters is better on valentines day compared to message wise .

Actually valentine day cn celebrate with people you love would be fantastic!
Doesn't have to be a very expensive date , Bt just make it memorable .

Okay saw Anna alrdy !
Continue Ltr ! :)

(updated)
Okay Just departed with Anna sweetheart and shanice !
It's a super tiring day !
Ohh anw I had another fun day with Anna and shanice !
Hahas both of them are dam joke.
Anna and me are the slower and indecisive person .
We look at the outer appearance of the object hence spent a long time to buy our things .
Whereas shanice dam fast de ! She see suitable to fit our things can Liao .
Then she keep say we slow and tell us the content is more important than the outer appearance !
Hahas dam joke .
Then another funny thing was us in the cab ! Hahas !!
Then went to shanice house at 6plus then do our things till 9.20pm .
Now I'm otw to yishun !
Okay reach Liao bye :)

(updated)
Hello back agn LOL !
I'm on my way home now !
Just ensured that baby slept peacefully :)
Hug baby the moment I saw him and he hugged me back !!
Felt so loved lah !! 😍
Anw it's the first time i put in so much effort for valentine 😝
Sweetheart asked me what I did for my previous ex I told her I did nothing and I nvr even have the mood .
Dam Sian de last year .
Then i thought of how my valentine went last year bt till now still don't remember how I celebrate it . SERIOUS .
Cos that guy wasnt worth me doing so much for him .
He also wont appreciate it anw.
Fuck ya .
Sweetheart and me both said that he was such a bad choice of Boyf .
Okay dont spoil my excited mood !
Hahas i hope tmr baby will be happy to receive my valentine gift !!
All the best for me and Anna !!
And probably to shanice !!
Don't be upset anymore ! 😉
Tmr kelvin is gonna bring anna out and had plan everything for her !
Jealous lah 😣
Hahas sweetheart enjoy yourself tmr okay !!
Okay I don't ask for much just that I could be able to spend my day tmr with my Boyf and hope he likes what im going to give him that's all :)
Simple girl with simple happiness Is enuf for me 😊
Okay tmr gonna meet anna for another round of thing !
Hahaha we from start jiu keep got a lot of ideas and back up plan !
Dam funny . So tmr will be doing something more !!
Excited lah sial !
Hahas Bt tmr two clumsy and gong gong de ppl tgt do duno will succeed not only !
I alrdy very gong Liao with this Anna sweetheart sure more worse !
Make me more gong only everytime !
Hahas anw hope tmr will be a memorable day !! :))
Okay bye people :)
That's all for the day 😏

2012-02-12T07:07:00.001-08:00

Hehes hello people !
I'm back again :))
Ystday was really fun !

Went to Bugis with rachel cousin in the afternoon to get my Brother's birthday present .
Then rush back home to meet parents to get cake and set off to check in the chalet at east coast .
Firstly , to all the people out there , if you all wanna book a chalet don't even book it at east coast !!
The reason is after booking the chalet , you wanna BBQ u still have to pay another 25 for jus the stupid small pit which you have to carry it yourself . Hell ridiculous when they say you have to pay 15 dollars for delivering the pit over -.-
Then the chalet wasn't very nice cos midnight we all went out of the chalet to go for pool and bowling Bt when we came back to our dismay , cockroaches were everywhere .
Dam disgusting lah !!
What a turn off seriously . Don't even dare to eat the food left inside the chalet :/
Who knows if it might be infested by the cockroaches ?!
Ewwwww okay stop stop imagining !!
Then the toilet was another turn off .
Like so old and dirty :/
Don't even have the mood to bathe and pee inside the toilet .
Pasir ris chalet is way better than this !
Oh god :/

All of these disgusting aside was all the fun we had among my cousins !!
It was A freaking awesome night I had !
Remember how close we used to be last time compared to now .
After yesterday , all the memories like somehow came back .
We played 'old maid' as my small 5 years old cousin wanna play it .
So the six of us gathered and played it through the whole night .
I swear my 5years old cousin dam cute lah !!
I had an 'old maid' card on my hand and she was suppose to pick one of my card and I keep making voices o scare her into thinking that she got an 'old maid' card .
Then when she really got it she immediately cried .
That moment was dam epic and funny !
Everyone was like laughing our ass off !! Hahahaha .
Then we played poker cards and talked thru the night until 6 when I can't stand it anymore I went to sleep .

Ystday night was so fun :))
Oh and I didn't managed to meet baby for the whole of ystday !
Miss him so much ystday you know !!
So the first thing I do after I woke up and check out was to take the long bus ride to meet my Bibi !
The first thing I saw him I was like YAY I finally saw him !
Lalala then I slept beside my Bibi as I didnt really had a good sleep at the chalet .
I kept woke up like twice in an hour time .
Keep like that from 6am to 10am .
Don't even feel like I had been sleeping lah .
Then reach baby house jiu different .
Can sleep at ease and slept from 1 to 5plus near 6 !

Hehes then woke up and see Bibi play his soccer game then go eat then lie on bed watch video and disturb each other .
Hahas I love it when we fool around with each other for the entire time .
Baby is the love of my life :)
😍 Muacks

Okay then below are the pictures of the day .
My cousins , my brother and his gf and his guy friends :)
Bye !!

2012-02-10T08:02:00.001-08:00

Idk why my tumblr and viber apps both keep Cnt go in .
Last time is whatsapp .
Now is tumblr and viber :/
Seriously hate it you know .

Anw just recovered from cough and my voice but now got cough agn -.-
Fuck it man seriously .
Cough can you stop coming to me ? You know I hate you right ? You know de stop acting like you don't know and keep pestering me !
Just go away you irritating thing before I eat medicine to make you suffer you moron !

Next week is like my own self declared holiday alrdy .
There is no test coming next week and lessons are less.
Monday not going school . Maybe Tuesday also not going school .
Not that sure yet !
Tuesday is valentines day ley :))
Anw meeting sweetheart and shanice to get our things done before valentine day ! :))
Hehes was real excited for the day !
And I asked Bibi some things today and my assumptions was right :))
I think I am quite good at observing people :x

Oh yes and tmr is brother's chalet ! ;)
All my cousins will be staying overnight and I was requested to stay overnight with them too !
Which means I can't meet my Bibi for the whole day of tmr :(
How sad !!!
Anw meeting Rachel cousin tmr to get something for brother !
Glad that got people share cost with me to at least get something for bro !
If not like guilty ley ! :/

Okay then next thing is my poly friends !
I think they are so great lah !
I had been skipping school frequently and had so many projects left untouched and so many things I don't understand .
But they are willing to help me and complete it together with me even if I had to do until very late after school time !
I was really touched when so many people offer to help me with my electric prototype project .
They took three lessons which is like 9 hours of their time to complete the project but I only took like amazingly 2hours cos so many people help me out !
Especially Jessica poh :)
She is the one that always help me no matter what .
She is also the best poly friends I had !
Then next is Ben Wong . He always teach me dfund and Edevice ! If not for him I think I first sem is prepare to fail Liao .
Then the rest of them like Samson , Zheng yuan , Chong Qi , robin were also great helpers !!
Really glad that I had classmates like them :)

Anw today I went to Boyf house and watch my drama like for the whole day cos Boyf was playing his game .
And Boyf is dam funny , dam cock I swear !
Lols Cnt tahan him !
Always do stupid things and those funny stuffs .
Always dont fail to make me laugh .

Aiya and almost everyone say I fat Liao ! :( Walao stop saying !!
I know !
I see myself in the mirror everyday !
Stop reminding me :((
I also wish that I can slim down but you know those food is dam seducing ?!
Like mentally seducing me to eat them !
Gosh :((

Okay bye 👊

2012-02-09T06:59:00.001-08:00

Girls , we dolled up , putting on make up , wear fancy dress , cute shoes and do all sorts of things just for that one guy .
Yet sometimes they don't notice it .
They don't notice us .

I think guys should still remain nice , sweet and like how they were when they first started dating/wooing the girl .
Because that's the kind of person we like that's why we started hanging out with you . Isn't it ? No ?
If you change , u are somewhat forcing us accept it and maybe sometimes that's not what we like ?
It doesn't mean that when u got the girl , then u stop being romantic and sweet to them .
If that's how you are then congratulation if your gf can't bear it and broke up with you instead .
I'm not saying you have to constantly be sweet and romantic but like at least once in a while ?
This once in a while thing you do for ur girl will surely mean something to them !
Trust me :)

I think guys should also cherish their one and only gf like seriously .
If you guys think that after awhile , u all get bored with ur girl and u started going out to flirt and even hook with other girls makes u look great or u think you all very eh sai then definitely you guys are wrong .
I mean like girls don't have to go around trying to make new guy friend .
Guy friend just automatically come to girls .
So it's easy for girls to meet new guys and even fall for them instead of you .
Therefore when girls are loyal to you , don't take it for granted and you'd better cherish it .

Whereas for guys , you all have to go around trying to meet and know new girls and trying all sorts of new ways to hook up with the girl .
Is it necessary when u already have a gf right beside you ?

Okay If you don't like ur girl anymore then u go out and hong other girls then there's nothing wrong .
But Why fucking hurt their feelings ?!

Actually I quite hate it when the guy u love don't reply ur text .
Like how long does it takes to reply one text ?
If you are busy maybe u can say that text u Ltr I'm busy ?
Or after doing ur thing then call us back or text us back to tell us that u were busy just now rather than leaving us hanging there guessing what u are doing , why you are ignoring us ?
It's rude not to reply .
Image drop .
Happiness of us for the day dropped .

Anw I cherish my boy cos he doesn't go around flirting and trying to get close or get to know new girls .
He is like always loyal and won't lie to me . (from how I see and how I feel)
Loyal guys should be cherished right ? Right ??
Yes ! Yes !! :))
I cherish my boy and love him with all I could .
Even though sometimes I will have those feelings like he Sian a bit of me Liao , or he like doesn't treasure me anymore etc etc .
I still don't change my heart .

Constantly reminding how much you love ur girl is also something which guys should do !
Honesty , being loyal is what a girl really needs so that she will feel secure .

A good Boyfriend is someone who is there when nothing is wrong , and stays when nothing is right .

2012-02-08T05:41:00.001-08:00

Hello I'm back agn !
Idk why Bt whenever I'm otw home from boyf's house I will auto go to blogger and share with my blog on
how my day goes .

K so yep today was my Edevice test and I screwed it up .
The first subject where I really screw up .
Tmr will be dfund test .
I think I'm going to screw it agn ?
Bt hopefully not !

Anw I'm happy that I didn't screw up my Japan role play thing .
If not I will drag the whole group down and I will be the burden !
Luckily I managed to memories well my lines :)
Hehes happy girl now !
The subject I scared most like finally finish Liao !
And I can say its still manageable .
So this Japan cds want pass shouldnt be a prob !! :)

So basically after my role play thing which ended at 3.30 , I rush to yishun as soon as I can so that I Would be able to meet my dearest Bibi !!
I miss him so much you know !!
Bt today was so nt feeling well as I didn't ate anything from morning till night .
End up head pain and stomach like keep spinning and vibrating :(

Reach Bibi house , there he was playing his dota hence I went to have a short nap !
Woke up and saw Bibi beside me playing idk why i wasn't angry that he play dota Bt instead I felt happy :))
Hahas maybe because when I woke up the first person I saw was him ? :)
Hahas then went to eat with Bibi and his family members !

Like finally got something to eat ! :)
So nice ! :)
Hahas if One day I got money , I will treat Bibi and his family members to eat and treat them well , like how they treat me .
They are such nice people I swear !
Among all the guys that I have dated , my current Boyf is the best !
The one that hurt me the least and made me the happiest .
The one that I was closest to !
The one whose family members treat me so well !
Ahhh I felt so blessed every time .
I think I'm so fortunate lah . Hehes
I got my Bibi's love and his family members de care and concern .
What more can I expect from them ?
No more full stop .

Okay I'm rushing home now to celebrate brother's birthday which is ending in like 2hr plus .
Hope he doesn't mind me not celebrating with him for the whole day :(
Sat is Brother's chalet alrdy !
So long nvr go chalet alrdy ley !

And valentines day is coming !! Like less than a week !
Luckily I had thought of what to do for my Bibi :))
Hope he likes it !!
This is the first year im excited for valentine day !
My previous valentine day was like shit .
Is not by valentine day Jiu no Boyf or not jiu Shi by valentine day quarrel with Boyf .
Dam unlucky !
Bt this year , I found my valentine !! ;)
He is the one that has been by my side for like 8months :)
Really glad that he was still here !
Love him to the bits!
The only guy that I'm so proud to have .
So proud to call him my Boyf , my Bibi .

2012-02-07T17:56:00.001-08:00

Sweetheart told me about what happen to her and her guy last night !
Bt I was so tired that I didn't heard my phone ring .
Sry sweetheart !
She told me that she was so heart broken .
Yet idk why I seems to be able to feel the hurt that she was having .
I usually don't behave like this :(
Sometimes saying sorry to someone is not because you are in the absolute wrong but because you know that the person you are saying sorry to is worth more than your pride , your everything .

I think guys and girls are so different .
Guys take their pride so highly that they are not even willing to put down their pride to pacify their gf or the ones that they love .
While girls are different .
We can put down our pride to say sorry to you guys not because we have no pride but because u mean more than anything to us , you mean more than our pride .
We will nvr want to lose you cos of our pride .

Correct or not ?
Or is it just me again ? :/
Gosh why do I always doubt myself !!
K otw to school now and I'm having my test in like 7 mins time .
I totally don't understand a single thing of my upcoming test :(
Prepare go there to fail Liao .

I miss my babyboy so much since yesterday Idk why .
The moment I heard his voice , I miss him even more .
Wts :(
Baby didnt reply me so I guess he was sleeping :(
Miss you miss you miss you THX !!

Ah and sweetheart ~ cheer up :)
There is always a me here for you .
Love you !

2012-02-06T06:49:00.001-08:00

Hmm So that's how our eight months end .
Kinda of disappointing .
Especially when I'm about to go but u did nothing .
But what do I actually expect ?
Me myself duno either .

Fuck this whole week .
Wed CDs role play presentation .
Have to memorise like so many freaking Japanese lines .
I panic on the stage all lines jiu forget le !! :(
Oh gosh ....
Please don't let me xia suay this wed .
Tmr got lab test .
And wed got test .
Thur also got test :/
DAMMMM .

Brother birthday is jus two days away .
I had no idea what to buy and I'm so broke to even buy him anything :(
Sry brother maybe I won't be able to get u anything this year :(
First time didn't get anything for bro for his birthday .
Going Guilty for this year alrdy :/

Then this sat Is brother de chalet . Guess I have to spend money AGN .
Whr the hell should i dig money from ?!! :((

Can someone please save me ..

K on my way home now ....
So bored .........
I miss how he used to call me and accompany me talk till I got home :(

Ahhh and I miss my sweetheart !
Feel like meeting her to have our usual heart to heart talk !! :((
Bitches are obviously making use of her.
Fuck those two bitches .
Won't let those bitches make use of her and make her angry even further !!
Miss my sweetheart miss my sweetheart ..
She is always the one that will always think for me and make sure thing goes extremely well for me .
She will even sacrifice herself to make sure I'm okay and everything .
Hahas we always joke and say it would be great if we are couples . Confirm no sadness no quarrel and everything .
Hahas :)) rmb sweetheart ? :)
Love her to the max .

And not forgetting my bf :)
Happy eight monthsary !
I hope u enjoyed yourself today :)
I love you lots lots lots :)) hehes

It guess love just explains everything I do.

2012-01-30T06:58:00.001-08:00

Whats up blogger !!
It's 11:46pm now and Had took a break from teaching math to myself !
I think I'm like literally taking to myself in this blank space while explaining to myself !
Like mad right ! K I know .
Bt hell yeah , who cares !
So I'm on the verge of giving up in studying math !! *raise the white flag*

K I had been asked some of the questions so many times by my friends !
And I'm proud to answer their questions with my answers !
In other words , I'm proud of my response to them !
and then the question was ''you everyday after school still go meet your Boyf you not tired ah ?''
Hmm the answer was yes , I'm dead tired !
For your info , my school is at tampines and my Boyf's house is at yishun !
So it's was really some distance away .

First thing I hate is that I always end school very late and I always had headache after school some times .
Then I have to change bus at tamp inter and I swear to god the queue was dam freaking long lah !
Take today for example , I was in the queue and I only managed to got onto the third bus ! See how long I had to wait for one freaking bus !
Then sometimes in bus still no place to sit wor !
After a tiring day i have to queue for so long and have to stand up still :/
How horrible !!! :/

The thing I hate was the horrible queue to get onto the bus and after a hideous day I don't have a seat in the bus !
K seems like I'm complaining yeah ?
Yes I'm !
Hahas BUT BUT BUT .....
Whenever I reach Bibi's house and saw him , everything was like worth it .
Suddenly all the headache , tiredness just literally vanish !!
Mysterious right my boyfriend ! Hahahas .

Oh I can sacrifice everything for my boyfriend .
As long as its for him , I will just do it .
Even though sometimes I wasn't really glad to do it , but when I saw his happy face then I will be like ah it's all worth it .
Naturally smiles was put on my face too !

sometimes I might be really stressed out in school or at home , and i was not in the good mood , Boyf will always put the smile back on my face .
Every time I saw him it will just makes me happy lah .
Short and simple , love just explains everything .

Anw Valentine day is coming up people !
Are u all excited for it ??
Im Still thinking of what surprises I can get for Boyf .
I'm really bad at this :/
But I'm going to try having some ideas though .
For those who are single , i hope u could Get yourself a partner or ur friend and enjoy the day ! :)
For those who are attached , had a memorable and romantic valentine day !!!

K that's it !
Bye ✌

2012-01-11T23:59:00.000-08:00

10/1/2012

Hello everybody !
I went to Malaysia with baby and his family members ystday !
U know what ?
Im so excited and happy because it's my first time going overseas with my boyf and also the first time going without my parents !
AHHHHH the feeling just feels so great you know !!
going overseas with my boyf was one of my wish and now i finally fulfill it !
i love going overseas so much !
Just the thought of it makes me excited alrdy !

We went to three different shops there and i only spent 50 dollars and end up buying quite a number of things !
However, only few shops sell nice clothings )=
But what makes me really happy is that i got to travel with my boyf !
This marks the first time in my entire life !
hehes my boyf must be honoured ! =X

To bibi: rmb the three songs that made us laugh and sang the whole day ? hahas !
"lolli lolli lolli pop"
hahahahaha !
u got no idea how happy im to see ur laughter !
hehes i love it whn my baby is happy !
i hope that u could be happy forever !!
and thanks for ystday for taking care of me and always by my side making sure that im not lost !
muacks love you baby :D

K i had so much fun shopping and disturbing baby ystday !
hahas was really so happy !
It's definitely one of my happiest day in my life !

11/1/2012

Nothing much happen today .
i went school and everything was pretty okay i should say .
should try to attend school regularly so that i can improve my gpa and also promote to year 2 !
Had a hectic day today and was really so tired !
but still went to find baby cos every time i saw him, i will automatically feel happy .
Being with him everyday has alrdy became a habit for me ! (:
i guess im back to the old me , being too dependent on my boyf and treating him like my everything , always he come first then other ppl de rule .
raaaah ! dont know whether its good or bad !
but who cares! i love my boyf in my own selfish way :D
But wasnt really happy today cos the moment i reached boyf's house , he didnt really talk much to me.
i dont mind he play mahjong for his family members but when he wasnt doing so , he would be using his phone and ignoring me.
i hate being ignored and finding myself like some pathetic shit/loner.
i also hate it when i got nth to do .
being ignored and getting myself nth to do would just simply make my mood swing.
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT !!
MUST MAINTAIN AH XIUYUN !!!
Oh maybes that's the reason why i always mood swing in school cos i dont understand the lessons and most of the time im daydreaming !

im those kind of girl that will show my emotions when im angry and happy .
if im angry , i will like give the sian/angry face .
when im happy , i will be jumping around, disturbing ppl and doing stupid things !
hahas but whenever im sad, i will choose to not show it at all .
i dont like to let ppl see the sad me cos when i start crying, i wont stop .
i will keep on crying and crying and crying .
i can cry for 10 mins and stop for 5 mins then think about it agn and cry for another 5 mins .
i get hurt very easily so when im hurt/upset, i choose to smile and laugh it off in front of others.
like presenting a brave front to others.
but deep down/when im alone , i will cry like nobody's business.
HEY ! why am i even talking about this ?
k anw i went back home feeling better cos babyboy cheered me up.
im quite easy to please actually .
just make me happy for a moment and i wouldn't be sad/angry anymore (:

hmm alright shall head to bed now.
since babyboy didnt reply my message and i suppose he should be asleep le bah .
school tmr ):
hope it wont turn out boring !
good night people (:
byebye !

2012-01-08T17:40:00.000-08:00

Currently waiting for my turn to see the doctor.
idk i miss my babyboy so much today .
Feel like having him to hug me to sleep so much .
I miss him so badly !

2012-01-06T01:21:00.000-08:00

Little things means a lot , at least to me.

Today, i've decided to blog because it's a special day to me ! hehes
Do you all believe that everybody is a part of somebody's life?
I always look for where i fit in people's life and also where they will fit in mine.
When something wonderful happens, i cant wait to tell the two most important person in my life which is my boyf and my Anna Sweetheart about it,
knowing they will share in my excitement.
They are not embarrassed to cry with me when im hurt or laugh with me when im making a fool out of myself.
They are the ones that build me up and make me special and even beautiful .

Today is my 7th monthsary with my babyboy.
He really made me happy yesterday .
Yesterday i didnt went school .
Boyf went out with his friend today cos he thought that im attending school .
But thats okay !
Cos i ususally end at 4 and boyf told his friend he nidda get back his house by 5 because i will then reach his house by that time !
K this alrdy made me happy !
Cos at least he went out wanting to have fun without forgetting me ! :)
Then when i finally met boyf ,
He bought my favourite garrett popcon for me !
He said he rmb that time we walk past this popcorn shop and i said the popcorn smell very nice so he got it for me today !!
Ahhhh so sweet right !!!
I was so happy and all i want was to eat those popcorn till i forget to say thank you to him !
Hahas ! Tan chi de wo :p hehehes .
K then at night boyf was playing game for his mummy after our dinner but sadly i had to went home earlier cos i had school the next day .
I then went to boyf's room to pack my bag and just when i was about to leave the room ,
Boyf stop playing his game and came to give me a hug and kiss before i go .
Hehehes so happy today !
Yes like i had said earlier.
It was our 7th month today.
Its like So long yet so fast .
Hahas im glad that i had a boyf like him .

When someone's worth it,
im willing to stay up late even if im really sleepy and tired.
I instantly miss my him as soon as we are departed/get off the phone.
I start to think about lasting forever and have a future with him, i just cant help but smile.
Because Tan Han Xiang, you are worth it, i want you to be mine forever.
and hurray !! he said that he will be mine forever :D
wooooo laaaaa laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ *spinning around in my chair*
hahas and this cute boy of mine was making me laugh at his text.
forever answering my question with his funny request.
hahas love this cute boy so much lah ! :D

The days where we can have a date in a bed would be just fine with me.
Romance/funny movies, hopefully garrett popcorn, lying in bed cuddling, and silly tickle fights would be a great date.
hehes this are things that we had done isnt it bibi ?
You see, just being with each other is good enough after all.
It doesnt need to be some romantic and expensive restaurant, or some expensive date.
Just spending time together is seriously good enough because our feelings are kept in check.
No hassles, no troubles, just me and you having a good time.
Really so glad he was mine .

2011-12-27T02:34:00.000-08:00

you have been there for so long and i start to lean on you , made you my everything.
if you were to leave, i will be left with nothing.

i like how things were now, i hope it will remain like this forever.
So, please dont change.

2011-12-04T08:59:00.000-08:00

You will always be the best out of everybody

okay im gonna blog whatever i rmb !
i rmb my first time going to see ghost movie with a boyf and it was with my this current bf (:
hmm if im not wrong i think we went to catch two or three scary movie before le ! hahas
as in real scary movie ~
hmm and im glad that bf's family didnt disapprove me and in addition , they still treat me quite good !
so glad and blessed.
bf's mum is simply awesome can (hearts)

hmm oh and this small section here is for my ANNA SWEETHEART !!
she was pretty upset these few days as many things seems to happen together and too sudden for her to catch her breathe.
but sweetheart its okay , you got me here with you no matter what (:
you wont be lonely i promise you :3
sweetheart ! cheer up okay !
u know i will always be there for you , like how you always are.
sweetheart rmb "even if the sky fall, i will be there to support you and dont let u get hurt ??"
cause i do rmb (insert heart shape)
hahas ! you are the sweetest girl I've ever known and im glad that you stayed and never left.
when we are tgt, there will always be endless of laughters !
all those silly things we do tgt , all those funny things we told each other and so many lah !!
hahahas .
i always quarreled with a lot of girl de friend as you can see some during our sec school life,
but no one has ever been so sweet to me like how u treat me !!
simply love you to the core you know sweetheart ! hahas
i jus wanna tell you that you are the first girl i really really love and i know you are worth it (:

then of cos i always have a say about my boyf :D
TADAH ! let you guys have a PEEK at my boyf (: hehehes

hehes he is so cute isn't it ??!
yes he is cute (: i say yes means yes ! hahas
my boyf is a real sweetie.
one word from him can change my whole thoughts, my whole day.
there is always so much i wanna say to him but i always can't find the correct expressions to express myself.
today i was having this negative thinking , agn .
i always fear that my boyf will leave me but today idk why but this thought made it seems so real.
so i texted my boy and asked " you will love me forever will you ?"
and he replied "yup i will (with a heart shape)"
ahhh you know that totally melt my heart and that instance , i really really felt so happy .
k im gonna admit that im pretty upset with my boyf as he seems to didnt text me as frequently as before.
comparing now to how we used to start texting , it's so different !
yes i know ppl change and maybe he feel that we dont have to text so frequently anymore but you know , everytime i receieve his text i will be dam happy.
i will look at my phone and smile.
but oh well.
anw back to how good boyf was to me !
i really love how he treat me like how he care for me .
like what he do he will think of me (most of the times)
if he is buying anything , he will also think of me (:
he will spend like almost all of his after school time with me .
i love it when he dont go out with his friends and accompany me everyday.
but of cos, im not saying that i dont like him to go out with his friends.
its just that when he is with me , i wont feel lonely or what .
one day without meeting him is like one sad day you know !! ):
can't imagine how i survive when baby go and serve the army !
oh man , its like a nightmare to me ):
k quit talking about this.
baby was overall really nice and sweet to me.
jus that he was too pig and disturbance alrdy !
but i love the way he is :D
hehehehes .

hey im so so so curious !!
when you guys like someone , do you tend to over think things and put meanings on every single move they make ???
you learn to accept them despite their imperfection??
no matter what others say about your love ones you will always have a good opinion for them ?
when someone criticise them you will stand up for them and say the person back ??
oh well cos I DO !!!
Oh wait or isit it's only me ?
blah blah blah idc ~

i cant seems to fall asleep !
boyf was awesome bcos before he went to bed he said if i can't get to sleep, i could wake him up and he would accompany me talk on the phone.
gaaaaaaaaaas ! :D
you jealous, you jealous ? *i know you do!!*
you know , you know i will want to call him and listen to his cute voice but then ....
i wouldn't want to disturb his sleep .
so yeah here am i blogging !
actually it feel so much better after typing what was on my mind :D
okay there's still school tmr.
shall head to bed and try get to sleep le !
bye bye *wink*

2011-10-21T06:37:00.000-07:00

It all seems like a far away dream.

Sometimes i lay in bed thinking about things i wish i could say to you and get an answer.
Then i send my bibi this long messages of things i really want to know from him,
But he wont reply so dont want disturb him by sending him texts alrdy.

my darling had been quite good to me these few days and im feeling very happy (:
feel that hey other than my dad there is still someone who cares and loves me !! :D
then think and think and think,
i found myself afraid of losing you.
being with you i felt so happy and carefree,
i dont have to worry a lot and can just be myself.
You will always take care of me,
i felt love when im with you,
most of the times i feel that you really care and love me from the bottom of your heart.
All these made me feel so blessed to have you loving me.
While feeling afraid of losing you ,
tons of thoughts came running wildly to my mind.
thoughts like:
Bibi , will we last?
Will you get tired of me?
Wil you love me till the last breathe of yours?
Do you plan your future with me in it?
Will your heart ever possibly change?
Will you fall in love with other girls out there?
thinking of all these, it makes me feel sad ):
Do you know why i will fear?
i fear bcos im afraid that i might not be good enuf for you,
there are so many pretty and better ladies out there.
I dont always look perfect and sometimes i get paranoid and insecure.
And i may have flaws, but i will love you better than anyone else ever could.
I had plans of future involving you in it.
will we get married? (actually im curious what ur answer would be) haha.
I had thought of what our dream house would be,
how we would always disturb each other and having those laughters like always and more...

I wish that you will always love me.
I wish that you will always be mine.
I wish i will never lost you, bibi.

2011-10-18T05:31:00.000-07:00

I want you,
i want you more than anything.
you make me smile,
you make me happy.
you make me laugh.
When im with you, everything is so perfect.
Just perfect.

2011-10-07T10:48:00.000-07:00

Maybe it have escaped your notice.

ALOHA !!!
okay , everytime in the middle of the night i will have so much to say but dont wanna disturb my friends.
So yep ! here i am in my blog talking to myself to make me feel better.
Actually it works pretty well for me ranting here :D hehes .
I remember the first day I saw you.
I remember the first day we spoke.
I remember the night you held me close in your arms as we sleep tgt.
I miss how we could just lie on bed or sit there doing nth and u will hug me tight.
I miss how we used to go out before we got together, even though we haven't stead yet.
I miss the amount of messages you would text me everyday in the past.
I miss how u used to send me to bus stop everyday night before i go off,
how u would stay beside me for me to finish my food,
how u would stay beside me and disturb me when im washing the dishes,
and not just me, alone.
Also , I miss how u used to dote me.....
It was those times when you just looked at me, then at that moment I knew i was in ur heart, i mean something to you.
But somehow now, i can no longer feel it so strongly anymore.
I hope u could remain like the past, i hope things wont change, your feelings wont change.
Still, im satisfied that we are what we are now.
I appreciate everything we have, everything u gave me, every memories and moments we share.
I still love you as much , this has never changed before.

yea that's just my own thinking , my own wish. hah.

there's many things he needed other than just me bah ):
if only he could tell me how much i mean to him. haha.

This picture is funny but sweet ! i wish my boyf said that to me too !

Also give me the chance to walk down your life with you together.

2011-09-23T02:25:00.000-07:00

We are young but i hope forever are in your eyes.

boohoo !!
im currently having my holiday break .
managed to clear all my subjects in poly and got promoted *YAY-NESS* (but based on my lousy score though)
oh anw I hope i could find a job which only requires me to work for few days only.
hoping to help bibi clear his debt and after that i could spend my money on going out and having fun with my babyboy.
Its been so long since i last went k box and last went out having lots of fun .
i hope i could go out and have lots of fun with people i love soon !!!
like real SOON !!

meet up with anna sweetheart not long ago and i really love hanging out with her.
passed her her drag very long de birthday present and it seems that she liked it a lot !!
k glad that she do !
hahas and she said she so gan dong and almost teared upon reading the message i wrote to her.
awww hahas all those are my zhen xin hua hor sweetheart !!
hahas she's the girl i trusted and treasured the most in my 18 yrs of life.
she's been so nice and real towards me .
i am glad that i met her in my life (:
i love you sweetheart ! *insert lots of heart shape*

i had been spending almost near to everyday life with my bibi !
he's such an adorable boy !
love him so much !
he's the guy whom i will do everything for ,
the one who says everything i need to hear and it's like i couldn't ask for anything better.
Sometimes i tend to think hell lot ,
sometimes i felt that im being forgotten by you ,
sometimes i found myself comparing to her just because i wanted to be good enough for you.
i like it when u play with me,
disturb me,
"bully" each other,
act angry/sad with each other,
all ur ridiculous move , (you should know which one im referring to =X) HAHAHA
chasing each other,
arguing with each other ,
the first time & place we kissed,
how we got together etc etc .
all these memories are all etched in my head ,
i hope you remember all our memories , what went thru between us.
Maybe in the future we will meet lots of obstacles but rmb that i will always be thr never giving up on you and look into my eyes and tell me that we are going to overcome it together , will you ?
In love, it should never matter if you are the first, for it is more important to be the last.
i hope you will want me as your last .
Im not saying that it is easy , im telling you that it is going to be worth it.

Love is not a because, its a no matter what.

2011-09-06T03:53:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to this cute boy below!

Hi BiBi !!!
HAPPY THIRD MONTHSARY !!
just the thought of you puts a smile on my face (:
k wanted to text you de but you were soundly asleep alrdy ):

u are someone who i can be myself with,
a guy who will call me just to say goodnight and give me a goodnight kiss.
a guy whom i can tell you everything and anything about what is happening to me without any worries.
thanks for being there to listen to whatever i wanted to say till i feel better.

i wish i could tell you how much i actually love you and you would also tell me that you really love me that much back too !
i wanted u to be around me, even if it was just to talk to you for a moment.
i always wonder if we could have that one chance where we could both realise that "yes you are the one for me ! yes correct jiu shi ni le !! " .
maybe there could really be something more between us in the future. some real and different from the others.

i just want you that's it.
all ur flaws, mistakes, smiles, giggles, joke, sarcasm.
everything, i just want you.
it doesnt really matter if we have those little arguments.
For all i need is you to be faithful and truthful.
That's the only two things i will want from you.
I really like being with you, i love you.

2011-08-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

hi ! i just created my tumblr !
check me out at http://xiuyun-pp.tumblr.com/

2011-08-24T04:34:00.000-07:00

urgh i really hate it when i cant fall asleep in the middle of the night cos my mind would start thinking about stuffs which i dont wanna think of.
uhh or should i nt say its the middle of the night but rather early in the morning like 4.29am ??
gosh i really nidda go sleep soon !!
okay as u see , im a timid girl , a girl that fears lots of things.
YES , this is me.

im afraid that:
-if u see me all the time, u will get sick of me.
-if we do the same things all the time, u will get bored of us.
-if im too nice to u , u will take advantage of me.
-if im too mean to u , u will drift away from me.
-if someone else gets ur attention, u will ignore me.
-if u meet somebody new, u will leave me.

well i tend to think so much cos boy u mean a lot to me .
like really way beyond what u could have imagine.

2011-07-06T03:51:00.000-07:00

Happy first monthsary bibi :D
AHHH bibi see ur cute face HAHAHAHAHA
kay back to topic .
dont always distract ppl ley bibi .
Nothing in this world could ever be as wonderful as the love you had given me.
Your love makes my days bright , just knowing u r my lovely bibi .
im glad for having you as the love of my life,
for making me feel so blissful.
live in my heart and never leave k ?
Hoping that the love you have for me now will still be as strong in the future.
no matter what happens , pp still love hx that much ! *muacks*

2011-06-16T01:07:00.000-07:00

i appreciate having u, my babyboy in my life ,
for becoming mine.
i hope that by the end of the day ,
our heart for each other will never break,
our smile for each other will never fade .
and our memories with each other that will last a lifetime.
babyboy, know that my love for you will never end .
i love you !!

2011-06-11T02:45:00.000-07:00

hi bii !
this is my very first post for you !
wan to know something ?
pp love u lots lots ! hehes

I love the way you make me happy,
the ways you show ur care.
I love the way you say 'I Love You'
and the way you r always there.
bii know that you will always be mine for now and in the future.
You will always be mine, do tell me that u will.
be mine forever , I will always love you.
bii, no matter what happens in the future , rmb behind you is me who always care for you.

2011-06-04T05:09:00.000-07:00

HI all ~
im starting to enjoy my life as the time goes by .
well i just finished updating my info and stuffs.
gonna update u guys about my life tmr as its 5.09am in the morning now and im gonna sleep alrdy ~
Nights people ! :D

2011-03-19T12:12:00.000-07:00

see yourself through the eyes that love you.
you will find those eyes so much less judgmental.

2011-03-09T00:30:00.000-08:00

sometimes don't you feel like hiding into a place where you can just stay inside there alone and not afriad to show ur real emotions ?

rant , scream , cry , laugh etc u wan to do ?

well , i do .

2011-02-23T21:47:00.000-08:00

Fri: feb 11
went to meet Felicia .
know her for four years le yet first time meeting her .
after that went to look for hubby and had dinner tgt .

Sat: feb 12
went to shop with jingwen in the afternoon
evening went to meet parents and cousin for dinner
at night shopped at amk hub .
bought some clothes today (Y)

Sun: feb 13
went to bai tai sui
and headed to amk hub again for the movie: Shaolin .
nice and touching show !
worth watching (:

Mon: feb 14
Happy Valentines Day people !!
hahas my Valentine Day was nth special but i do have a special boy beside me for that entire day .
that's already enough to make my day (:
*Love*

Mon: Feb 21
catch up with belinder and shop around bugis .

Tue: feb 22
went kbox with xueting , xueting de friend and sinyi .
had pepper lunch after that .
at night went to meet hubby .
went pasir malam around 9+
and there we are eating non stop !
hehehehehe .

2011-02-08T00:12:00.000-08:00

okay here to blog again as JingWen had been asking me to for like so many times !

my blog is dead yeah i know .

i didnt lost my blogger password okay JW lol .

my life is so mundane and i dont see a need in blogging those boring life of mine daily or rather frequently .

okay then i shall start before it gets too late .

hmm i remembered going to Kbox with anna on the 24th Jan 2011 .

it's anna's off day and hence we've decided to go sing k as its been 123456789 since we last sing K together :D

oh and we bought our lens together that day .

okay had lots of fun that day and enjoyed myself (:

27th Jan 2011 :

went to make my hair and stuffs :D

29th Jan 2011 :

went to meet Rachel , Jolene and my cutest cousin ZiXin :D

shopped till leg almost gonna break .

31st Jan 2011 :

went to make nails with mummy and then went shopping with her at town !

Okay then what i still rmb is CNY !!

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE !

my new yr wasnt that fantastic.

got my knee dislocated and stuff on the first day of new yr .

awww ):

i swear the pain is so effing taking my life .

hahas a bit exaggerate lah =P

but its rly so so so so pain !!

went to ppl house to bai nian all those .

and went to Scarlet City to sing K with parents and relative .

quite fun though !

okay then for 7th Feb 2011 :

went to have lunch with mum and took our photos that we took in TaiWan .

wanted to go find baby de but then he is going home le and he want me to rest at home .

and i suppose he is rather tired le so i didnt went over to find him .

gonna meet JingWen in a couples of days to raffles place/clarke quay !

HOI we nidda take pic !

i realise me and u LACK OF PHOTOS !

hehes cya soon girl (:

tmr gonna meet my dearest .

its been a while since i last met him .

miss him so dearly !

okay then tmr aftr meeting baby ,

im gonna rush over to meet family to celebrate brother de birthday :D

wed im going to meet up Rachel to shop :D

Sun meeting Rachel , Jolene and bro to grab a movie .

okay think thats all about it !

bye people ..

2011-01-10T23:59:00.000-08:00

i love the way i can be having the worst day of my life and just simply talking to the one i love completely change my mood

♥

2010-11-07T17:01:00.000-08:00

oh hi there (:
finally decided to blog after so so so so long !
had been reading my emails while waiting for my baby boy to wake up .
ah ha !
and i found this real wordy but kinda true email .
well here it goes (:

What GIRLS would want boys to know :

When she walks away from you mad==[ Follow her]

When she pushes you or hits you===[ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she's quiet===[ Ask her what’s wrong]

When she ignore's you===[ Give her your attention ]

When she pulls away==[ Pull her back ]

When you see her start crying==[Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When she's scared===[ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder===[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she teases you===[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time=[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt==[ Back yourself up with the TRUTH ]

When she says that she likes you==[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands===[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you===[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret===[ keep it safe and untold ]

When you break her heart===[ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she says its over===[ she STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin===[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

- DON'T let her have the last word

-always call her when you know somethings wrong

-Pretty and beautiful is soo much better

- Argue that she is the best ever

- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

l've seen this in many emails but it's seriously so true I just had to post it up! I bet girls reading this would be like, OH YEA I AGREE!

hadn't been to shopping for the past one month of two months !
my hands are itchy and the shooping centres seems to haul me to visit them !
argh !!!
tmr's gonna be the last paper(SS) im studying so hard for
and after tmr I AM SO GOING TO SHOP, Buying all of the the things I never had !!
hahas and not forgetting to meet up with my friends like how we used to be (:
obviously not missing out my baby boy ! =D
oh and speaking of my baby boy ,
guess wad ?
he is AGAIN sleeping like a pig now (:

hi baby (:
you popped across my mind so i thought that i'll do a short post for you (:
Did you know that just within this short period of 4months together with you, everyday you've been so amazing ,
so caring and thoughtful towards me .
And just maybe ,
if you don't feel my love(of course I hope you do),
then I wanna let you know that I love you .
i will never forget those times:
when we go nuts even in the public,
as if we were the only one there , in the entire world.
i'll also never forget
the moment you make me lose my mind over you ,
the times when we eat together on the sofa and watch all sorts of show ,
the unique way we call each another ,
the way we always play with each other ,
the way we can share everything thats on our mind with each other ,
the way we tell each other and laugh together at those weird , funny and disgusting encounters . hehes ,
baby I love you, forever.

okay thats it , bye !

2010-10-09T23:51:00.000-07:00

有些遗憾，只能放在心中。

有些心痛，只能放任眼泪流下。

有些迷失了，只能放胆再尝试。

有些感情，只能放在手心。

有些东西和人就算多想抓住，把他们留在身边，

但是往往不是自己可以掌握的。

珍惜我们现在所拥有的才是最真实和重要的。

只想和你说我爱你。

2010-09-09T00:36:00.000-07:00

hello back blogging (:

a lot of things happened recently .

glad that its all over.

O level is coming soon like around one more month,

this is enough to make me panic ):

From Me to XueTing:

since you want to be so precise by spelling our name out in your blog then let me and sylvia do it back (:

replying to what you said in your blog/messages.

its not about straightforwardness.

its about honesty .

like what i said ,

your thoughts are simply just yours and i can accept that if only you said that you are the one who said about me and marcus de thing.

don't put your words into sylvia's mouth and claim that is she is the one who said first even though i know she also got say about me and marcus.

who was the first one who started saying about me and marcus de thing you and sylvia own self should know.

i dont care cos i cant be bothered and thats only what you guys think .

i write so many i love you to marcus you also wanna comment .

i stead with marcus you don't like thats your problem .

cos things aren't gonna change much anyway.

totally had no idea what you are thinking .

From Sylvia to XueTing:

you did such a thing and the next day you simply can take it as nth happened.

you don't feel guilty at all.

now you expect us or even me to forgive you or even talk to you?

think about your actions before you comment on others.

tmr gonna celebrate grandfather's birthday .

totally had no idea why have to eat so early and its so far away from my house .

which means that i have to wake up early -'-

today woke up at 1+ near 2

stayed at home for the whole day.

okay ,

gonna do some revision soon (:

bai2

2010-09-02T19:34:00.000-07:00

eh bky i write so many 'i love you' then dont come here and see lah hor .

those 'i love you' also not say to you de .

come here see still want comment so much ?

since dont like me and him then dont be with us uh .

not like we beg you to follow us.

-'- lah dey .

and to that someone who says that its extra lesson .

since is extra lesson le why need charge money ?

still go complain to my mummy i nvr go.

people study for prelim cnt isit ?

nbcb go hong gan lah hor .

one more month nia.

you wait only _l_

2010-08-01T21:33:00.000-07:00

OH HELLO PEOPLE :D

xiuyun is very hyper today (:

thanks to hubby that silly boy .

hiak hiak .

okay shall post bout some events which i could remember .

24 July(Sat) > had yog thematic carnival in school (:
> thn went home change and meet hubby at night for dinner at suntec .

26 July(Mon) > ONE MONTH WIB HUBBY :D :D :D

31 July(sat) > went KK hospital to see my cousin and only two days on earth de new born baby :D (SO ADORABLE !!)

> at night went for a hair cut at amk

1 Aug(today) > spent the whole day wib hubby .

2010-07-02T23:10:00.000-07:00

had history and math prelim today .

history totally CMI ):

math okok only ):

went Punggol Plaza with Sam and Co. to have lunch at Saki Sushi .

Sam and Co. was totally insane to the max !

went back school for awhile thn go home .

sleep for half and hour thn went to bathe bla bla .

actually meeting darling de , but last minute got things .

so went to find friend .

thn ended up they go work -.-

and its those block to block sell things .

wapiang eh hot sia !

thn awhile later went plaza find darlin .

tmr gonna go meet darlin again! (:

*CHEER*

Lastly ,

get well soon my dear .

i love you -insert hearts-

2010-06-25T17:11:00.000-07:00

here to blog again ^.^

had been hanging around with friends recently .

rmb going for jizhong's chalet with jingwen .

thn celebrate brendon's brithday .

thn yestderday had dinner with jeremy , kokbin , adri , marcus and xueting at downtown .

people nowadays had nothing better to do uh ?

rather come people's tagboard to give negative comment .

tsk tsk wat a waste of these people's time .

and and and hor paopao love her bf !

teehee =X

okay thats all .

2010-06-18T13:46:00.000-07:00

PAOPAO WENT KBOX WITH JOLENE AND RACHEL COUSIN JUST NOW !
uploading the pict is killing me .
took so effing long !!!!!!!
-'- this .
but i enjoyed myself thr (:

time to sleep .

BAI ~

2010-06-15T23:07:00.000-07:00

went universal studio yesterday (:

met XT and her family members early in the morning and headed to sentosa .

had so much fun thr !

Special thanks to XT and her Family members -insert hearts-

thn went Dhoby ghaut for dinner > went hougang Kbox till 2am in the morning

cab wib jingwen to pasir ris park to find nelson .

thn got to know hassan , james and two lester :D

then slacked and played swing > went to watch sun rise

WEEEEE so nice =X

hehes will never forget today and yesterday :D

atfr which went to elias mall for breakfast

then went lan cos still didn't want to go home yet .

thanks to hassan , james and nelson for ton-ing with me and jingwen :D

finally home at 11+ then slept till at night 8+ going 9 (:

i hate my bro and parents .

effing suck my toes and fuck off away from my life .

bloody pissed off -'-

okay go le .

BAI !

2010-06-13T19:19:00.000-07:00

I'M SO MUCH HAPPIER WITHOUT HIM ! (:
HIHI ! (:
finally some time set aside to do my blogging .
hehehes .
i've got not really much to say about .
just remembered about shopping wib mummy at far east for the whole afternoon .
going out with kor and his friend at night .
the fun i had in school (:
the money weihao lent me so that i can go home (:
thanks eh ! :D
nth much le .
just some random pictures taken wib brother yesterday perhaps(:
but cnt rly c brother's face cos he camera shy ! =X
looking forward to tmr's outing to universal studio !
simply enjoying my life now (:
WOOOOTS BAI !

2010-06-06T22:41:00.000-07:00

i still tend to miss you once in a while ....

HAI !!!!!!
here to blog again since i've got some spare time (:
hehes had sku from monday till friday .
actually not that bad lah :D
cos can have fun with my friends !
kekes =X
yesterday spent the whole afternoon at home ):
plan to meet alethea at 7pm for pool de .
but last min she say cnt x.x
nbm lols .
thn bus to downtown chalet .
drunk wib friends .
and ended up whole face red ):
went to ehub wanted to play pool but too many people so went arcade instead .
thanks james for the arcade games (:
play till half way go vomit x.x !
best part is i run to toilet le but too slow liao so vomit on the floor .
thn went vomit for second round at the toilet bowl =.=
thn finish liao wanna flush the thing SPOIL !!
what a great day .
so paiseh de me, look around c got people not .
lucky no people thn faster rush out .
HENG AH !
no one thr know is me =X
HIAK HIAK !
reached home at 12.30++

its another tired yet fun day :D

thanks friend ! -insert hearts-

today is a sunday .
dont really like sunday ):
cos got tuition frm 11-4.30
bored die me !!
aftr tuition went hougang mall buy things .
james ask me go plaza find him and his friends .
wanted to go le but mummy ask me go home ):
cos she doing housework ask me go help .
thn went home .
didn't really help out >.<
instead fell asleep while waiting for someone to reply ):
woke up at around 8 going 9pm.
nth to say le BAI !

2010-06-02T22:36:00.000-07:00

BOOOO !
paopao says that she is back ! (:
seriously every time i wanna blog, i would have forgotten what i actually wanna blog.
okay a lot of things happen this week ! ):
angry , sad and happy (:
im going to pronounce loudly that i had totally gotten him off my heart (:
he's no longer there anymore !!
but somehow just felt sad cos he is just silly till wanna get li yong ):
anyway he is he , me is me !
really had fun with friends accompany !

Monday had chinese O level paper > went to cut my bangs .

yesterday went to renew passport .
went back hougang meet alethea boyfriend cos we live like only two blocks away!!
sinyi and fiona cab to find us .
then cab to far east shop > cab to taka shop > 7+pm cab to sengkang(fiona's house) > cab to hougang plaza play pool > cab home at 10+pm .

me and alethea like crazy over pool liao LOL !
okay thats all for yesterday !

today had whole day math lesson in school frm 8-3.30 ):
thn mr tan made us stay back till 4.10++
thn reached home bro asked me go lan with him .
actually wanted to go but felt tired so went to have a nap instead .
woke up at 8.40++
ate > use com > sleep .

okays bai bai (:

2010-05-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOO~

hihi people (:
PAOPAO'S BACK IN ACTION ^.^
got miss me hor ? =X
okay stop nonsense and blog !
wednesday: school > hougang mall sort things out with someone > home
thursday: normal school lesson (nth interesting i suppose)
friday(today): went to meet anna > bugis customise hat > **hougang plaza kbox(two people nia = no need snatch mike LOL ! ) > went to meet kor > went back plaza(met this siao kia anyhow hug me and called me gf =.= quarrelled with him) > home
**today is the first time out wib anna .
wooo its so fun .
first she is a SOT !
second she is FUNNY !
third she is CUTE !
LOL@ anna !
frm the moment i met her till we separated we were like talking and laughing NON-STOP !
thats the first time i talk and laugh NON-STOP ):
both our mouth also ache LOL .
thn at kbox took a lot of super funny de pictures ! (some were not posted = too funny)
HAHAA especially anna de =X
laugh die me !
today fun !
more outing with anna is demanded =X
and and and not forgetting my xueting , sylvia , jingwen , brendon (:
nvr forget you guys wor !
good bah me *wink*
and and and also alethea boyfriend !
hehes movie yeah ?
wooooo will be looking forward to next tuesday ! (:

okok .
today is a super tiring day !
let the pictures do all the talking alrights (:
BAI earthlings !

look at my nuer . tsk tsk so TAN CHI ! saliva dripping liao la ! =X

XUETING AND YOUR CARE BEAR BEFORE I GO (:
put here cos my fb load super long .

2010-05-25T23:05:00.000-07:00

hello people !

today xueting and xinyi quarrel in school ):

having chinese intensive for the whole day of today .

bored die ! ):

and while at home sleeping kena woken up by brother =.=

i was like dreaming of me and elton .

its a sweet dream okay ! T.T

argh but it will nvr happen in rl anymore i know ....

and something very funny happen !

got this guy lent phone frm my bro like during this month de 3may

and use my bro phone to buy 6 prepaid card of 50K a cash de .

which sums up to a total of 300 singapore bucks !

so the bill was sent to us .

and had a talk wib him on the phone while at home .

duno he humji or what keep ask his so called "biao ge" come talk .

okay talk nbm .

they jus DIE DIE DUNWAN admit they wrong and that they nvr use my brother's phone .

totally -'-

thn bo bian asked thm out .

know what he say ?

he said: oh my mum asking me go home eat liao cnt meet you

=.= how ah beng he is wor !

ACT NIA PLS .

thn talk on the phone got like 15mins thn he finally say okay meet .

cos we told him that we can always make things big easily by jus calling the police .

so met at hougang mall and talked for very long .

thn asked mother come down talk .

thn it was like alrdy 9+pm liao his mother said oh i cooking cnt go down =.=

WTF WTF WTF .

want lie also not liddat de right .

DULAN DIE ME !

this that blah blah blah .

chat for very long thn he finally admit that he got use my bro phone to buy the acash !

thn demand for compensation .

called his mother again and asked to pay onli 200bucks .

but his mother said this "we very poor leh can jus pay 150?"

thn we were like okay .

thn funny thing is she say "can i pay you by 2nd of july??"

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i tell you i wanna scold her and punch his son right that moment sia .

okay TAHAN !

I TAHAN !

his mother jus kept saying sorry ):

pity his mother T.T

*cry die !

thn okay everything settle peacefully .

lucky he nvr guailan if not the ending would not be so happy liao (:

OMG WOR FIRST TIME SAW THIS KIND OF PEOPLE !

don't have money thn don't ask for so much ?

my bro not your atm machine ehys ?

you want find partner play like find wrong people liao eh .

i thought elton is the worse guy i had ever met but there is actually someone worse ._.

so many unlucky things happen to me recently T.T

*sad die!

hmm actually i believe that elton brk wib me is not fully cos he wanna play .

i tink thr is some hidden reason .

but i can't seems to know whats the reason .

but everytime i forgive elton le that BITCH would stir things up again =.=

she is the root factor plox !!

hate die her !!!!!!!!

ARGH .

SHE DEFINITELY HAVE A MIND NOT EQUAL TO HER AGE .

A PERSONALITY NOT EQUAL TO HER FACE .

hate die her hate die her!

okay i don't rly wanna say how i feel exactly here anymore .

till here .

BAI !

2010-05-24T18:58:00.000-07:00

*EDITED AT 11.55PM:
i don't think you will come here to read anymore .
i duno the reason why you are doing this to me but all i can say i give up .
i won't text you like i used to .
im tired ,
really tired le
and sick of everything .
so goodbye .

went out everyday and was kinda fall sick on Sunday .
so gave tuition a miss but instead i went shopping wib jie at far east .
and i had actually spent this one week hanging around wib friends .
and i really enjoy myself with them a lot .

and appreciate me friends for accompanying me !
be it in the late night , the whole day the whole night .
and taking care of me when im semi drunk (:
woots !

thanks friends im perfectly okay alrdy .
now I can promise when I wake up again ,
I'll not cry anymore ^.^
like my anna nuer (:
we r both good at faking our smile !
LOL .
*cheers* (insert hearts)

and this one week is the week whr i know who are my true friends .
and who will really be thr for me when i need thm .
once again thanks eh x.x
hehes .

and marcus deleted all me and him and pictures today (:
i wanna thank him cos he rly helped me a lot today .
and he made me c how elton is like .
say real de the times with elton is great but like what marcus said 'he nth but trouble' and xueting de 'i wasted my 1yr plus of time on him'
and not forgotting a lot ppl de 'he is not worth it!!!!!!!'
yeah now i finally know .
thats for keep always tell me and nvr give up on me friends !
CHEERS !!!!!! (:

(ignore the word 'you will never be here anymore' cos i don't seems to need him at all le)
hmm just enjoyed myself for this one week wib friend's accompany .
and alethea is my new boyfriend !
she is so cute =X
while anna is my nuer !
she is also cute too =D
oh and i hate copycats -'-

and PAOPAO IS SO SUPER HAPPY TODAY !!!
special thanks to XueTing , Marcus , xiao ant , victor and sharon (:
told me not to scold her and get myself into so many unhappiness yeah ?
i got it (:
thanks people .
OMGWAD i really love you guys to the max !!
nothing can express the happiness im feeling right now !
okay paopao's going offline le(:
BAI !

2010-05-22T10:23:00.000-07:00

i love making myself tired everyday so that once i reached home i can sleep immediately .
i love going out once i wake up till late night cos i won't get to be alone and anyhow think non-stop .
i love making myself tired by crying all night long so that i can get to sleep more easily .
i love to lie to myself that he will be back when i know he won't .
i love going out for as long as i like but nao when i can i don't seems to be extremely happy .
i just love to make myself tired and lying to myself profusely .
just what isit that i want ?!!!!!!!!!!!!

back home from drinking not long ago .
head kinda pain ):
hmm yesterday slept for few hours and had a dreamt about him .
its a bad dream T.T
hais im missing him again .

had a tiff and fought wib mummy yesterday night .
she hitted me first de .
she just fucking wanna care everthing about me .
i hate that TTM !
-'- that bitch .
she force me to tell her why elton wanna brk .
if not she will call elton .
she c me very sad she very happy isit .
fking pubor .
promise fwen not going drink/ton de bt reach home at 11+ jiu fight with mummy .
totally ruin my day .
so went out find karen and jing yi .
what kind of great mother i've got =.=

yesterday's my first time drinking and tonning !
its fun ! (:
going to meet friends at tm nao .
heading over to Tamp safara for pool ltr .

hopefully will be posting pictures when im back .
BAI !

2010-05-20T18:12:00.000-07:00

here's gonna be a proper post.
also a super long post i should say .
*giggles*

okay firstly

wanna blog cos i rly wanna thanks those who helped me out whn im down .
I'll try to make myself happy again like last time !
and of course , I'll try to start eating .
I can't promise when I wake up again ,
I'll not start crying
but I'll try not to .
Like what you guys said , It's not worth .
but i need time ehys ?
you guys are like forcing me to forget him IMMEDIATELY .
which is highly IMPOSSIBLE !
people who know me knows the love i have for him .
even JOEY my so called 'enemy' knows about how i feel towards him .
LOL stunned uh ?
I'm currently very lost in things I'm doing ,
and I'm not interested in any relationships .
so stop asking me for stead x.x
HE is the only one ie want larhs =.=

You guys aren't useless ,
I'm the one being useless .
I'm really sorry for making you guys worry and see-ing the unglam me x.x

thx fel sista for being thr for me and yet end up crying with me .
hahas whenever i thought back that you cried wib me i felt blessed =X
and ie wil never forget the hug you gave me .
and your that super wet shirt done by me =X
hahas ! love die you sisters (:

and MF jie don't blame yourself for telling joey .
i know you care a lot for me and want to do something for me .
and he brk wib me you like more angry and sad than me eh ?
LOL !
my cute jie =X
i will try not to keep remind myself of him alright ?
and and and don't worry and frown when i look at you )':

Also thx xueting and sylvia for spending most of your after sku time wib me trying to cheer me up (:
now that i've got no more stead thn i won't neglect you all le
HAPPY BAH ! =D
and xueting you idiot post on ur blog what i do *paiseh*
jitao expose me D=
anw thx thx thx X.S for being by my side be it in sku or outside (:

and i will try to stop complaining almost every hour one time to you all that 'i miss him'

but no guarantee hor !

and not forgetting eric for being by my side when i was down and keep kena beaten by me =X who ask you c me cry LOL !

and also ahwei , xiaoant , weihao and zhenghan for spending time to talk to me no matter what time it is (:
xiaoant: 'be strong and move on with your life with a smile on your face' still got alot can't rmb le LOL ! sorry ):
and with you all 自愿offer me de shoulder .
although i don't want to meet you all
bt thanks eh guys

and not forgetting jeremy and zice .
always ask me to text them if i got need help .
LOL ! me quarrel in facebook you all also want kaypo go c .
bt i know u all care (:
anw jeremy stunned me when he msg me and asked me: " i thought elton say he love you a lot ?"
okay great question and i didn't reply to that question x.x
cos he like nvr really tell me he love me alot .
although sometimes what he did got made me feel that way .
bt well its over le T.T

SAD DIE ME !
and thanks jeremy and zice !
may you two last long wib your stead *winks*

WHY IS IT THAT EVERY PLACE I GO , EVERY CORNER I GO SEEMS TO HAVE MEMORIES WITH HIM THAT STILL LINGERS ON SO SO SO STRONGLY !!! ):
first is whitesand .
second is ehub .
third is downtown de arcade .
forth is the path me and him always used to walk .
fifth is the bus 89 !
whom he used to sent me home .
ARGH !
wanted to cry inside de bus liao thn XT , JW and brendon say i cnt cry !
hahas thn XT start her crap all over again trying to make me happy LOL !!
i got so many good friends around me (:
now then i know .
omg ! i hope that its not too late .
all telling me what to do and console me .
bt ME WANT TO WAIT FOR HIM !
ME WANT HIM BACK BADLY T.T
ya la ya la ltr ppl c this going say me silly again le ):
me just love him okay .
im wondering if he will get to read this .
but i jus wanna say how ie feel .
cos im trying myself so hard not to text you .
the decision you had made i will respect .
pursue the happy life you want bah .
no more refraining you to do what you want .
but i wanna say de is do rly take care of yourself uh .
and don't get into trouble hor .

no matter what it is i decided to let go and jus stay by the side and see .

he happy i happy .

thats the only way i bluff myself (:

SAD LIFE FUCKED LIFE !
till here thn .
BAI2

2010-05-19T23:32:00.000-07:00

went sku for oral today .
XT and a lot people keep ask me don't go school cos i got fever ):
whole body aching lor ):
that BLOODY english oral made me wait for near 3 hrs when im just the 12th person to take the oral exam .
totally WTF ._.
thn rushed home to change bla bla .
cab down to compass to find Fiona and JW thn cab to ehub .
kbox session till 7+
went arcade > slack outside mac > home .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA !! (:
may all ur wishes come true !
hope you enjoy today .
hahas and not forgetting your twin sis !
HAPPY BRITHDAY TOO FLORA !! =D

They say time heals all wound .
True , but it doesn't alter the past - leaving the memories to haunt you for as long as you remember them .

i don't want to forget him ):
but who knows how hard im trying to !!
its not easy eh !!
stop forcing me =@
and and and hor !
i yesterday got sleep leh !! =X
was mad happy that i can get to sleep lor .
although its just 2-3 hours lah x.x
but i still didn't gain back my appetite .
hmm today whole day only ate one quarter of spagettie(ps english fail duno how spell) (:
woots how i wish everyday i wouldn't feel hungry .
YIIPIE !
me love him me love him ! (:
but i will let go cos thats what he wanted .
AND I HOPE TO CUT SLANT BANGS SOON !
LOL ! =X
BAIBAI !!

2010-05-18T23:53:00.000-07:00

Darlings and all ,
thanks for all your concern ,
I'll really work harder on being a strong girl

2010-05-17T15:30:00.000-07:00

Warmth of your lips

been neglecting this blog for some time i know :(
Was busy as i've got my prelims for the past few days/weeks !
And Im having my very last two paper tmr which is POA paper2 and science paper !
WOOTS !
spent almost every afternoon out wib my girls for lunch (:
went to bugis wib them and bii on friday .
had swensens too (:
*yumyum*
thz bii for accompanying me on that day !

loves bii lots (:

saturday supposed to happily meet bii de but something happen so went separate ways .
sorry bii ):
xinyi came to pei me and eventually saw jacquelin , deslyn and joyce .
exchanged number wib thm and hang around at whitesand arcade till 7+
headed to downtown for dinner and went arcade again !

Sunday tution as normal .
whole day studying .

Today POA paper1 and Phy paper .

plans for the next few days .

Tmr gonna go simei and look at hamster wib girls .
thn perhaps gonna take neoprint (:
Wednesday oral day (:
aftr sku probably 12+ or 11+ go home changed all those meeting fwens for KBOX session at downtown and celebrate Fiona's birthday !

they said that fwens will always be by your side no matter .

now i know what it really means .

thx friends *winks*

till here thn .
BAI people !

Seems like you are fading away from me .
isit me or isit you ?
or maybe i had been thinking too much ):
love my bii love my bii .
iloveyou , just you .
having you by my side is the happiest moment ever
i miss you terribly T.T

2010-05-09T22:40:00.000-07:00

hey hey PAOPAO is back =D
hmm as normal i always forget what happen for the previous few days .
lols .

okay school was normal this week .
*had prelim english and chinese paper on thursday and friday .
*friday bii surprise me by fetching me frm sku .
*went home change and bii asked bro to join us for prawning session .
*spent the whole afternoon thr.
*still didn't managed to successfully catch prawns yet ._.
*was kinda angry wib myself .
*thn went slacking wib bii at night .
*home at 10+

Saturday
*was late for SS lesson .
*school frm 9 to 11.30 ( cos i overslept x.x )
*went to meet bii
*arcade > my house > hougang mall
*7pm met parents for dinner
*went AMK eat > arcade agn > went to bishan farn way > thn pasir ris farm way > parents thn sent bii to downtown > home at 1 > slept at 2
*OHYA AND I BOUGHT A SUPER CUTE PANDA SOFT TOY (:
MAD HAPPY LOL .

Sunday
*11-5 tuition
*went downtown buy mother's day present
*rush to meet parents and other family members for dinner .
*home at 9+
*going go ler .
*since bii is asleep =.=

NIGHTS READERS

2010-05-03T22:28:00.000-07:00

HELLO !
IM BACK !!
today met bii and went farm way prawn again (:
caught 14 prawns altogether =D
i took photos of it
hehes .

sweet things was bii took out all the prawn shell and fed me eat =X
don't be jealous =P
basically spent the whole afternoon there .
thn bii sent me home and stayed at home till 9.30pm

JIAYOU FOR UR EXAM TMR !!
and please don't fall asleep my pig bii ):
today is a tiring day .
shall go off now .
bai peeps (:

2010-05-02T22:18:00.000-07:00

okay bloody pissed of by this blogger .
smlj lai eh !
want post pict also need take so bloody long -'-
and sorry for the unglam face .
cos was lazy to make up =P

Thursday
-wasn't a fantastic day .
-but had sort out things wib bii .
-so yeah okay le .

Firday
-didn't sleep for the whole effing day and went to sku half dead .
-studied frm morning till 9pm where my tuition finally ends .
-parents called to meet up with my cousin .
-so headed to AMK .
-wait them dine while me play wib my cousin .
-went arcade aftr that
-funny things was when i pei my cousin play she hit me on my teeth ! ):
-and stupid enuf to tell my evil bii and he started laughing away T.T
-home at around 2+
-slept at 3am .

Saturday
-went prawning wib bii , his kor+ his kor de gf .
-thn headed to AMK agn to meet up wib dad .
-reached at 8+pm .
-went arcade and wait for maximum tune for one hr plus -'-
-actually didn't realise that time pass so fast cos was playing wib bii while waiting LOL .
-thn went for dinner at 10+
-looked for daddy and bro
-thn dad sent bii home .
-slept at 1

Sunday
-went for tuition frm 11am till 4.30pm
-had my sushi and ice cream (: *yumyum*
-today is an effing boring day
-'- sia .
kays bai !

last but not least !
most important reason why im blogging today .
Happy 1year and 1month baby !!!
You play an important role in my heart
and made me love you so so effing much that I want to be with you forever .
Our memories , will forever be in my heart .
We had been through lots of ups and down ,
lots of arguments , quarrells and misunderstandings .
and i know that there will be more in our future .
But I know we can overcome it together right ?
you know I will never want to leave you .
You will always be my one and only x3
-290309-
I love you !

PICTURES BELOW WERE TAKEN WIB COUSINS (:

(finally someone is shorter than me LOL !)

aww isn't she cute !!

Thats my Rachel cousin (:

eh you stare wad stare !

BAI ~

2010-04-28T21:13:00.000-07:00

tmr's our one yr and one mth le bii .
wonder if you still rmb not .
tmr's your exams .
so here im wishing you good luck ! (:
i believe you can do it deh !!
JIAYOU JIAYOU ! *cheer* =D

okay thr is so much thing that happened recently .
i really don't wanna care so much ler .
firstly me and bii keep quarrel x.x
although now okay ler bt i still feel weird lyk he aren't close to me anymore .
supa miss him right nao ! D=

secondly this week really is not 4B's week .
so many thing happen .
this made me hated school even more luh .
FYI SCHOOL SUX TTM OKAY !!

thirdly shouldn't friends bear and support each and other ?
.........

prelim1 is coming and i aren't prepared at all .
especially my POA .
just needed so so so so much more help .
argh trying to work hard right nao !
no one is pei-ing me x.x
bored die me -'-
so going audi nao .
BAI !

2010-04-24T22:54:00.000-07:00

shall do a short post before going off to complete my homework (:
me good girl bodoh =P

okay went school for SS test early in the morning .
thn went to meet bii .
went farmway catch prawn (thought that it would be kinda boring bt its really fun ! cos when ue caught it yourself the feeling is diff (: )
enjoyed myself thr (thanks love)
made my way back home wib bii .
stay at my house awhile .
went for dinner wib dad , bro and bii .
went playground .
dad fetch bii to east coast to find his kor .
home sweet home (:

today was so so so tired !
shall have a early sleep as tmr nidda wake up early for my 5 hour tuition x.x
sad die me !
okay shall stop here .
bai peeps !
bai love (muacks *blush*) =P

2010-04-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

50 things a girl want a guy to do(:

1. Always hold her around her waist/hips.
2. When her hair is in her face, reach up and brush it away.
3. Buy her a necklace or flowers.
4. Call her at random.
5. Request a song on a radio station when you know she's listening, and tell them to dedicate it to her.
6. Find out which of your colognes she likes best and wear it every time you see her.
7. Give her gifts at random.
8. Hang out with her and be kind to her friends.
9. Hug her EVERY CHANCE YOU GET.
10. Let her sit on your lap.
11. Hold her hand.
12. If you see her in line at a restaurant, depaneur, cafeteria, or whatever. Don't ask her, just whip out your wallet it and buy it for her.
13. Look into her eyes when she is talking to you.
14. Kiss her on the cheek and forehead.
15. The back pockets of her jeans were made for a reason. PUT YOUR HANDS IN THEM.
16. Make sacrifices for her as she will really appreciate it (:
17. PUBLIC DISPLAY OF AFFECTION
18. Say I love you, *ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT.*
19. Stand up for her if someone is talking trash EVEN IF SHE ISN'T THERE.
20. If you want to go for the next step in your relationship, tell her, but also tell her that SHE DOESN'T HAVE TO IF SHE DOESN'T WANT TO.
21. NEVER LIE TO HER. EVER. NEVER EVER.
22. When you are with friends, put your arm around her or hold her hand to show her that you are proud that you are together.
23. If you are outside alone, and it begins to rain, kiss her. Trust me. It's every girl's dream.
24. THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE IN THE WORLD -> Give her one of your t-shirts, and one of your hoodies. She will wear the hoodie everywhere and the t-shirt to bed. TRUST ME.
25. Walk with her when she's alone. DON'T LET HER BE ALONE !
26. Go shopping together. If you let her pick out something for you, chances are she'll let you pick out something for her.
27. Sneak up behind her and wrap your arms around her waist.
28. SING HER A LOVE SONG. Even if you aren't that good, she will melt in your arms.
29. Draw for her. (If you are good.)
30. DANCE WITH HER. Best -> When you are alone and there is NO music. Just start slow dancing with her.
31. BE EXTREMELY POLITE AND THE PERFECT GENTLEMAN YOU CAN BE FOR HER PARENTS.
32. Take her to the movies.
33. Pay for everything even if she insists she wants to do it, and let her choose the movie.
34. If she asks why you like her/love her, BE HONEST. But don't just say because of her looks.
35. Three words: Always. Be. Mine.
36. Watch a movie at home with her. If it's something romantic like Twilight, act out the love scenes with her. Ex: "Don't move, stay very still." And then kiss her.
37. Go on a picnic. Surprise her with a romantic lunch of sandwiches, salad and sparkling apple juice by the lake. She will be SO impressed.
38. Take her to meet your parents and if they start to pick on her, defend her by saying true things like "Well ______ is a straight A student, and she has a beautiful personality. She never lets me down, and she's always there for me." Your parents will be impressed and she'll be melting away..
39. When you are away on vacation, message or call her just to say you are missing her.
40. Put love notes in her books, on her pillow or in her pocket when she isn't looking.
41. Tell her she is beautiful even if she is wearing sweats and has no makeup on.
42. ALWAYS put notes in her bag or locker.
43. If you are at her house late at night and she yawns or says she's tired, pick her up, carry her to her bed, tuck her in, read her a story, wish her sweet dreams, kiss her goodnight, and leave. She will be SO happy.
44. Kiss her jawbone and collarbone.
45. If she is lost somewhere and she calls you to tell you that she's scared and doesn't know what to do, even if it's the middle of the night, hop on trains, buses, anything, to get to her and take her home.
46. Give her a dozen roses, 11 real and 1 fake, and say "I love you until the last rose dies."
47. Say "If you held up 11 roses to a mirror, you'd be looking at 12 of the mosst beautiful things in the world.
48. Call her: Beautiful, Gorgeous, etc. DON'T call her: Hot, Sexy, etc.
49. After you kiss her goodbye or goodnight, say "I shouldn't have done that." When she asks why, say "Because now I want more.."
50. If she shivers or gives any signal that she's cold, give her the jacket you are wearing and hug her. If you aren't wearing a jacket, pull her into your arms.

highlighted red sentences are loved by me .
hmm think most of the girls will like them too (:

2010-04-18T19:11:00.000-07:00

"Im so vain that i actually even care for the opinion of those i don't need to care for"

didn't meet up bii for the past few days cos we aren't free to .

and had told bii he is free to meet whoever he wants to on saturday and i won't naive to say i die die want meet him le .

cos it isn't the first time something i , myself felt disappointed in .

basically spent this week wib this two siao zhabor: X(Y & T)

didn't have their picts cos they dun take picts de ._.

Saturday met them to study POA for around 3 hours ._.

xiong ah !

but c i so hardworking alright !!

study till 5.30pm cab from serangoon to bishan to catch a movie which is at 6pm .

freeze for 2 and a half hours inside .

but the show is nice (:

shouldn't mention what actually happen when we were in the cinema as its embarrassing =X LOL !

after the show went to AMK for dinner then went arcade .

reached home at 12+

and finally gotten myself to sleep at 2+

somehow i find myself not able to trust my stead .

somehow i find myself not part of him anymore .

somehow i don't know wad is going on to me .

somehow you just won't understand how i feel like how i don't understand the way you feel .

somehow everything you do or say seems to affect me greatly .

somehow the me you all c is not the real me anymore .

somehow i just suck ttm in being a good stead .

please pardon me T.T

but i really feel sorry for everything .

sometimes i just said things in spite

and sometimes saying things that i don't mean it ...

2010-04-11T19:22:00.000-07:00

L.O.V.E

Well , I cnt really what happened over this week .
But nevermind
jus some parts here and thr ya ~~

school frm monday to friday (im already used to the stress-ness )
friday wasn't a fantastic day ( first two period tio scolding=pissed me off )
okay literally forget about what happen ler( cos nth seems to interest me that will lingers in my mind)

saturday woke up at 7.40 chiong down at 7.55 and dad speed to school for meet the parents session held at 8am.
bla bla bla thn meet the parents .
tcher praised me: well behaved bt sometimes rebellious (thats bcos they pissed me off alright !)
miss farah said she have seen the change in me and have confidence in me ( prove that im sucha good girl now okay )
aftr that went to meet bf .
thn met his fwen .
played 2 round of pool and decided to watch them play ( cos im a super duper noob player- dunwan xia suay )
thn someting unpleasant happened which pissed bf and his fwen x.x
went farm way (bought two fighting fish - the more i look at them the more it looks lyk alien transform =.= bt ie still cherish thm okay )
headed home and let the two fish fight while me and bf was laughing at thm LOL
had dinner wib parents and bf
bf came my house and pei me till 11pm
do my math hw
slept at 12

today(sunday)
basic routine (tuition frm 11am-5pm)
had sushi (: *yum yum*
home now
probably going kovan for the mouth-watering Nasi Lemak =X
and study for tmr's milestone hostory paper

one month and 20 more days to chinses o level paper
and im still sleeping , playing and joking around in class ._.
someone wake me up pls !!

decided to blog only once a week .
as promised a teacher ,
before he starts nagging at me again .
bt well i can't promise that i wun go out for this whole month .
cos HUMANS NEED TO RELAX !
yeah i knowww larhs .
espically me this super lazy girl .
plus nidda pei my precious bf =X
i know if you c tis you are gonna nag again .
bt had thought carefully of wat you said alrdy .
studies and love are both part of my life .
however ie promised ie will manage my time properly okay !!
so stop nagging !
okay shall go and help Jiaying pass her audi licence :)
I am such a kind soul right ^^

i just wanna say to bii tht i love you !!!
i know u have been hearing me say it for almost every day ,
be it right beside you or via sms/calls but every time i say,
it came from the bottom of my heart okay !!!
and i hope tht your "i love you too" came from where mine came from .
i know its been a bumpy ride but no love is easy isn't ?
I believe tht we'll walk through this tgt alright bii ,
the harder the ordeal the tougher our love

2010-03-27T23:37:00.000-07:00

Darkness isn't the absence of light ,
its the absence of you .

had remmdial in sku today .
thn went home to get changed and went over tamp to meet baby .
out wib baby de whole day =D
baby's current hair is adorable (:
and bii de daddy is super funny
HAHA !
baby tio lecture till ie keep down thr LOL !
super cute sia baby's dad =X
baby oso cute lahs .
*giggles*
had my maggie for dinner (:
yum yum its nice ehys .
thn watched tv for quite sometime thn here im blogging .
kays go ler .
m tired .
BAI !

2010-03-24T20:59:00.000-07:00

sentences in pink is what ie tink ie prefer more among the whole load .
hope baby get to read this .

50 things a guy should do / a girl wants

1. Tell her she is beautiful...she may deny she is, but she loves to hear it from you anyway.
2. Hold her hand at any moment (While Ur Walking) . . . even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind..Like when she is just standing there. (hold her as long as possible)
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. Wrestle with her :):)
6. Don't go hang out with your ex or another girl that is crushin on you when shes not with you,you might not realize how badly it hurts her. :(
7. If you are talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"
9. Introduce her to your friends as your girlfriend. (it feels nice doesn't it?)
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up and flirt with her! (she loves it, even if she says put me down)
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it
13. Make her laugh :)
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things:
1. A stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep),
2. Jewelry (she'll treasure it forever),
3. One of his T-shirts(she'll most likely wear it to bed)& surprise her with flowers or something special occasionally.. that will make her smile.. ;)
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends.
21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
22.Kiss her just for the heck of it.
23. Listen to her when she talks to you.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple and inexpensive. (It came from you and it means all the world to her.)
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.(Girls don't necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick "hello.")
27. Give her what she wants...as long as it's reasonable!
28. Recognize the small things. (They usually mean the most.)
29. Don't flirt with her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out and it might make her feel as though you have to find affection somewhere else. (ps- make sure others know that u are HER boyfriend!)
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should feel free to hang with your girlfriend anytime the time.
31.Let her sit on your lap
32.When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
33.When she is upset, hold her tight (Tell her how much she means to you)
34. Give her piggy-back rides.
35.Be a Gentleman (Hold the door for her)
36. Kiss her on the forehead.
37. Express that you miss her when you are apart.
38. Tell her she is the only one for you.
39. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.
40. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
41. Sit in the park and just talk to her.
42. Look her in the eyes and smile.
43. Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants. (Videos too)
44. Don't cheat on her!
45. Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
46. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
47. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.
48. Carve your names into a Tree.
49. Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.

2010-03-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

woke up at 10am today .
pretty tired x.x
had pepper lunch wib xinyi thn went for my 3hr tuition .
at tuition centre thr saw some super cute kittens (:
im starting to love kitten .
bt im still scared of touching thm
IDK Y ! X.X
had some kittens picts to share wib ue all (:
they r so adorable =X
aftr tuition went for chanel de party .
didn't know that thr were boys so went .
sorry love T.T
kays stay at thr for lyk 1hrplus
thn went tmart wib xueting(XT) and xinyi
while eating happen alot super funny things .
im lazy to type out so yeah gonna skip tat part =X
save some face for XT oso LOL !
dun expose her funny image .
hahas laugh die me .
thn went lan for one hr plus .
waited for 15 mins plus de bus bt all full .
dulan so hailed cab .
home at 10+ near 11pm .
thx girls for today (:
tired yet fun .
tml another group of girls jio-ing me out for party world .
well shall c how it goes (:

im so broke LOL
got remedial tml -'-
SUCKS man !!!

oh and ie love my shirt !

LOL cute can .

ie noe ie veh random LOL .
kays till here .
bai2 !
lastly I LOVE ELTON CHUA(-insert hearts)

2010-03-17T21:03:00.000-07:00

If only , it's devoted

didn't attend school today .

cos ie wan a break !

lucky ie told my mum about it (:

if nt sure die .

cos nbcb de tcher called my HOUSE and asked my mum whr m ie .

oh well ie was outside .

thn mum was angry come scold me .

so quarrelled wib her while im in the bus .

ie was lyk toking so loudly and being defiance and everyone was lyk looking at me ._.

wateva .

yet in the aftrnoon noe wad ?

she called me to ask me whr m ie say wan buy clothes for me .

LOL ie was lyk O.O

thn tcher Philip Tan called .

thn asked me a lot rubbish .

thn ie jus said ie got mc (:

thn he diam and change topic .

laughs .

okay thn went home was expecting to get scolding frm dad bt well things turn out to be perfect !

parents wasn't angry =X

ie still joke around wib thm LOL .

okay enuf of parents and sku stuff .

today met love and love accompanied me to polyclinic to get mc .

thx love =D

if nt ie would have lazy to get one .

hmm thn went TM

arcade , shop and eat all the way .

LOL im growing so fat larhs !

okay thn nth much to do at TM thn bus home at 5.50

reached home at 6.20

was lyk first time so early !

although ie dun lyk larhs bt well x.x

kays enjoyed myself wib love's accompany today (:

was happy and satisfied alrdy =D

tml going celebrate Chanel birthday aftr my 3hrs tuition .

x.x well hope ie can still make it .

LOL .

hurray =X

tml's is chanel de early birthday celebration !

here ie wish Chanel a HAPPY HAPPY BIRHTDAY !

happy birthday to ue .

happy birthday to chanel ,

happy birthday to ue .

may all ur wishes come true and all the best for ur 'O' levels (:

2010-03-15T19:15:00.000-07:00

today got chinese mock paper 1 and 2 follow by oral .
omg head pain luh x.x
tml still got history essay test and reliability SBQ test ._.
wtf man .
and and got alot homework !
cnt breathe le !!
got 4qns of PAO ,
whole qn of compre ,
all qns of history paper .
shyt man !
im lyk in sucha dead meat .

well gotta go .
BAI2

2010-03-12T20:50:00.000-08:00

-'-

2010-03-12T20:42:00.000-08:00

after every stormy/rainy day ,
ie believe thr will always be rainbow (:

today sku was normal .

my ear still haben better .

bt somehow ie didn't get irritated by it o.o

got used to it ler bah .

had chinese exam .

nth suprising cos its every friday standard got de =.=

well ...

thr is tis stupid compre passge that ie read and totally dun understand a single shit -'-

so gonna flunk that whole passage qns .

wateva ._.

baby, i wanna last long with you.
that is my wish for this year.
nth's gonna change my love for you.
you will remain deep in my heart at all time & no one can ever replace you.
love you lots (-insert hearts)

2010-03-08T17:13:00.000-08:00

下一站, 幸福 is jus super nice !
omg tears jus came rolling down my cheeks .
does eternity love exist in rl ?
how ie wish ie can live in fairytale .
whr eternity love really exist .
ahh and ie watched finish 下一站, 幸福 ler .
yay happy ending (:
hahas and xiao le is so adorable !
kays gotta go occupy myself wib homework and exams ler .
might not be blogging that often anymore .
blog seems dead .
no tags simply nth ._.
well tinking wads the purpose for me to blog .
maybe shall stop blogging ler .
hmmmmmmm ...

2010-03-06T17:46:00.000-08:00

so effing bored
-'-

2010-03-04T18:51:00.000-08:00

school today was still okay (:
had bubble tea n waffle for my lunch ! =D
enjoyed talking to anna n lynn LOL .
cos always got a lot topics to tok .
haha and ivan is always asking us to diam cos he is jus jealous we nv tok to him !
yay going shopping wib anna and lynn during march holidays !
ivan's singing jus totally suck ttm !
actually quite lyk the song deh bt aftr he sing ie doubt ie will listen to that song again ._.
in case got reminded by his awful singing x.x
BORED DIE ME !
ie miss my baby ):
its been 5days since me and love last met ):
aww im missing him so effing much !!
kays off to watch show ler .
BAI READERS (:

2010-03-03T18:52:00.000-08:00

if only ie could have mre free time ,

more freedom ,

things might jus be better .

somehow things jus didn't go the way i wanted .

I dont wish to define .

*sigh*

just hope my days will get better .

today was jus a bloody dam sua day .

first thing wake up got a bit swallon eye ._.

thn went to sku joey that bitch pissed me off .

c her cb face feel lyk giving her two tight slap .

thn start lesson got flu .

zzz ?

so pop medicine .

and got my tissue stick to my nose for almost 2-3 periods .

so annoying and irritating the nose .

thn recess joke around .

and flu was betta (:

hmm lesson was normal .

till afternoon the chemistry remedial lesson

a female tcher teach us .

came in niah jiu shout shout shout liao .

wateva ie dun give a freaking dam care .

thn going home that time sat in the bus under the air-con and hugging my bag wanting to sleep .

thn fell asleep for lyk few minutes niah ie fell off the seat bcos the uncle turn the bus to other side =.=

SUAY OR WAD ?!

NNB SUPER PAIN AND PAISEH OKAY !

everyone was lyk looking at me -.-

bt ie wanna thank the auntie who helped me up .

LOL although she wun get to read my blog bt well jus felt appreciated .

thn home and here im blogging .

well nth much to post ler .

till here thn .

BAI !~

2010-03-01T17:49:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 11's MONTHSARY BABY

hmm kays paopao is back posting !
cheer people !! =X
LOL okay today mood wasn't that good ._.
ie hate my life seriously .
zzz .
kays and for people out thr .
FYI i HATE people to criticise on my family members amd my stead .
ue guys aren't as perfect as my stead and my family members .
so jolly well stfu .

kays yesterday ( sunday )
was busy for the whole freaking day .
had tuition frm 11.30 till 5pm .
thn rushed home change dress .
thn out at 7pm .
went for cousin's wedding .
weets !
was super excited deh .
kays thn met up wib my two other chio cousin (:
picts of thm will be right below of this post .
hmm the wedding was fun .
shout YUMMM SEHHH till veh loud wib my bro and few insane cousins =X
HAHAS !
anw ystdae was jus simply fun (:
its a pity baby wasn't thr .
hmm bt if he were thr ,
he would hav seen the insane me OH NO !
LOL im crazy ._.
sorry .
kays till here
bai !

thn this part here is dedicated to my beloved baby , a pig of mine !
well , this month don't have a 29th ,
and we took Saturday as our anniversary
and sorry love ):
now thn blog about it .
anw it doesnt't affect much .
nah ur 11 monthsary post (:
c ie good bah [-shy]
kays so ,
a very happy 11th's to you baby !
haha .
don't be touched until you start tearing my dear :x
you said plenty of things to me , i remembered ..
although sometimes ie will jia jia forget =x
bt ie do rmb wad ue said .
no matter its heartbreaking or lovely things ie do rmb .

i love you baby ,
i will nv want to leave ue ,
i want to go through everything with you ,
and ie mean everthing .
ie dun wanna b with you only whn you are happy .
ie wanna be by ur side even if you r sad .
promise me you will let me go thru everyting wib ue and tell me everyting ue r thinking .
and happy 29's (:

2010-02-25T18:45:00.000-08:00

okay back blogging !
today in sku was abit siao wib fwens .
ahahas
keep tok during remedial lesson .
thn end up teacher say me ):
raah ~!
basically nth much oso nah .
hehes .
kays dunwan blog ler .
gonna rest thn going compass point ler .
bai !

2010-02-21T03:30:00.000-08:00

-continued saturday post

*went to lao yu sheng .
not bad actually (:
th seafood thr were all so delicious .
*lick lips*
hmm thn went my teacher's 21st chalet at 10+pm .
wow so many people thr ._.
played cards till 3+am .
won 16 bucks :D
hehes .
slept at 4am

Sunday (today)
woke up at 9.30
probably onli bout 5+ hr of sleep .
thn went for 4 and a half hours of tuition at eunos .
went hougang mall shop for lyk half n hr to relax my mind .
homed at 6 .
gonna stay at home to study for tml's chemistry milestone ._.
kays gotta go !

to baby:
sorry for my xiaoqi-ness .
lyk wad ie told ue i aren't a good stead ... at all !
and thx for still tolerating my nonsense .
my great and lovely sweetheart ily .

2010-02-20T02:24:00.000-08:00

downtown > watched Valentine's Day > Home > duno going whr lao yu sheng > chalet .

Valentine's Day okok luh nt tat nice as ie tot it is .
so forced to go lao yu sheng -'-
kays bai !

2010-02-19T19:22:00.000-08:00

kays gonna blog again .
cos baby say he wanna read O..O
baby called me ystdae nite and chatted for quite some time (:
baby was so mad cute deh !!
yippie so madly in love wib baby !!! (*shy)
oh and im so in love wib this O..O face too !
don't ue all find it cute ?!
hahas !

okays hi people and baby (:
hows ur day ?
mine was still okay .
passed my attire check (:
hehes guai okay !
today while doing chinese test was listening to song and suddenly it sings 'dun stress dun stress dun stress '
thn ie was lyk O..O
tinking how ue noe ie stress !
LOL !
lessons and remedial was quite relax today .
aftr remedial went to fetch my 3yr+ de cousin home .
kays home blogging now .
god dam it .
today was SO DARM FREAKING BORED -'

and mum dunwan help me buy things .

zzz ask me ownself walk go hougang green/ mall buy

-'- luh darm bloody pissed .-
Alrigt Ending here .
hehes
Love you , baby .
BAI !

2010-02-18T20:51:00.000-08:00

somehow had been tinking bout tis o..o
ie duno why either .
does every couple love each other thn tgt de ?
i noe a fwen whose mother got married to the father cos the father was rich .
no love was involved yet they are still tgt till now .
i oso noe another couple , my cousin's fwen ,
whose parents are really in love bt yet bcos of no money and quarrel almost everyday till divorce .
children oso have ler yet still ended up divorcing .
omg the world is changing ._.
does man only have sex in their mind ? ( ie noe baby don't (: )
so does that mean that girls are only thr for the purpose to let man pia ?
does money and sex means everything in a marriage/ relationship ?
looking at my parents everyday quarrelling over money ever now and then makes me really wonder .
aftr that nite of my thinking about all tis ,
someting happen to baby's family o.o
suay or wad ?
i started to fear ...
will ie ever find myself in either of the category ?
well ,
i noe veh well wad ie have now might not be wad ie still have in the future .
people do change according to their surroundings , the fwens they mingle with , so does their feelings .
somehow its just a matter of time .
had been kinda quiet in school especially during lessons .
even xinyi says that ie only tok during recess .
sorry ):
jus got nth much to say .
thoughts and feelings will be express here .
cos ie wun feel lyk someting clogging my throat as long as its not face to face
and me typing all my feelings out makes me feel better (:

okay enuf of my feihua .
sku was as usual .
got two test today x.x
left school at 6.48pm
got my history test flunk and had to go back school on saturday for re-test .
bloody hell .
2mre test coming tml x.x
and chem milestone on monday .
ie totally dun understand a single thing !
some kind soul mind helping me ? ):

baby: ty for still sms-ing me and even go home aftr sku jus to charge ur phone to pei me sms .
thx darling x3 actually ue dun only treat me good , ue treat ur fwens veh good too till sometimes ie dun even noe whr am i standing in ur heart ):
nevertheless , ue noe how much ue mean to me rite ?
hope to meet up soon !
freaking miss ue deh !! T.T
darling 3 words and one smiley face for ue : me love ue (:

2010-02-16T00:05:00.000-08:00

kays gonna make it a short post .
cos was kinda tired .
today went to resort world and visit the universal studio .
nth much fun thr cos still cnt play the theme park all those yet .
so bascially jus plenty of walking and wacthing the scenery .
thn went back the hotel .
okay the hotel quite nice .
got two storey high and its located on the 8th storey .
around 7+ left sentosa and went to pay visit at daddy's fwen house .
jus came home at 12+ am .
*yawns*
let the picts do the toking yeah .(click to enlarge it)
G'D NITE ! =D

(mum , bro , grandpa and me )

2010-02-14T23:59:00.000-08:00

VALENTINE'S DAY
AND
CHINESE NEW YEAR!
Wishing everybody a happy new year !
Wishing every couple a HAPPY VALENTINE !

to baby :
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY !
ty for remembering to send me happy valentine's message .
ty for being by my side .
ty for assuring ur love to me once and again .
as ue noe ur stead is easily paranoid and sensitive ):
me jus love ue ttm !
mwarks x33

firday gave sku a miss .
went to find baby at tamp .
thn off to bugis .
bought tings .
home at 7+

Saturday(ystdae)
had tuan yuan fan .
went taka thr to eat steamboat .
thn went amk wib cousin to shop .
thn went grandma house .
took lots of pictures (:
thn all 9 people went safra(duno how spell) de bbox frm 11+ till 3am .
sang the most song thr ._.
cos nobody thr wan sing nt ie dunwan let go the mike okay !
had lots of fun ystdae (:
slept at 3+

Sunday (today)
woke up at 12+
went to grandma house .
thn went ahma house .
grandma and ahma is diff ppl fyi (:
thn stay at ahma house till 10 .
home at 10+
blogging now .

looking forward to tml .
cos gonna go sentosa resort world (:
OMG !
thn gonna visit one rich person house .
yays love going thr cos can get lots of red packets .
im lovin it =X
bai peeps .

2010-02-11T23:20:00.000-08:00

gotten that bitch off my life (:
no longer fwens !
wooots =D
and tml gonna meet baby aftr school !
looking forward .
i miss my baby ttm luh D'=
baby hope everyting is fine wib ue .
ie will always be by ur side .
will do my best in everything ue need help in .
L.O.V.E you =X
kays
tired ler BAI !

2010-01-31T20:51:00.000-08:00

kays a short post !
got a lot work to finish ._.

Friday ( me and baby de 10th month )

baby came find me outside sku .
went compass > home > compass wib parents and bii .
bii left at 10+
enjoyed my day wib baby (:

Saturday

met baby around 1 at his place .
went Tamp arcade > sit at cafe > went home at 5+
cos at nite got dinner ._.
stupid dinner .
okay thn while waiting for mummy to finish her make up ,
went to play wib 3 babies =x
cute deh luh .
thn at nite dinner at orchard cos is grandmother birthday .
the food thr totally suck lah -'-
th nicest food thr was lyk the vegetable =.=
the rest is worst thn the vege .
bla bla thn went arcade till 12+
reached home at 12+
slept at 1 bah O...O

Sunday (today)

woke up at 9+
called baby .
cos ie got tis stupid dream .
in my dream ie dreamt that me brk off wib baby =.=
ie still rmb the place is at compass .
thn aftr that ie went missing .
and bii din even came to find me .
thn woke up frm my dream and called baby immediately .
phew its a dream afterall ._.
thn baby say ie silly and said its just a dream .
kays so felt a bit betta .
thn tutiion frm 11+ to 4+
home at 5 .
slept till 7+
woke up and do some hw and now blogging .
off to do homework now ler .
sku and exam tml ._.
gonna reivse ler .
bye readers (:
TATAS!

2010-01-29T23:59:00.000-08:00

10th MONTHSARY BABY (:

*winks*
10 mths may seem long bt actually nt .
yet nothing , nothing can tear my love for you down.
ue cnt ask me how much ie love ue ,
cos , nth can describe how much ie love ue ,
except ue .
loving ue is the best thing tat ie could ever occur in my life ,
and yeap ,
no regrets at all !
ie always wanted to say a word of thank ue .
thank ue baby ,
for always protecting me ,
trying to make me happy ,
always being thr for me ,
changing for me .
well meantime ,
i'm missing my precious boy ):
i love ue silly !
it's th day tat we r tgt as a couple ,
going through thick and thin tgt .
people do ask me , how do ie really noe if ie love him ?
simple true love isn't tat easy to form ,
is through a period of time tat ue hv gone through with tat person ,
knowing his good and bad points ,
loving his bad points too .
nt seeing his faults ,
only seeing his sweetness .
ie have seen plenty of couples , myself too ,
going through small stupid arguments & jealousy .
yet , ie noe tat there are bound to be quarrels in a relationship .
love is not just any physical love ,
it's those love tat no words could express . ,
hmm .
have eu actually felt totally empty , moodless and ue cnt seems to do anything right whn th person ue miss is nt with ue ?
tinking bout th person no matter wat ue do ,
whether ue r eating or watching a show ?
in fact , th person's face jus pops up in ur head even when ur doing nothing ,
just tinking about his face ?
thinking whether he is missing ue also ?
wanting to hear his voice , even it's just for a second ??
thats wad ie always experience ..
and elton chua aik how stead stead !
HAPPY 10th MONTHSARY TO US ! =D

2010-01-28T21:27:00.000-08:00

mood swing frm the morning till now .
it jus swing out of a sudden .
idk y too ):
adri said i look fierce whn ie mood swing ._.
wateva ~
bored in sku today .
today jus simply sux .

was it bcos ie was stress .
or was it bcos ie was tired .
or was it im tinking too much .
or was it bcos im lost of direction ?
ie rly duno wad ie wanted .

ty baby for trying to cheer me up (:
and sorry for my attitude towards ue today .
loves ue lots still my love .

[continue]
back frm audi-ing (:
kays mood was betta .
cos one person in audition jus let me gan .
cos he guai lan me so yeah .
he DESERVE it (:
and feeling much better now ler .
thx baby for calling me jus to tell me 'baby dun sad'
so adorable .
i swear i love my baby ttm =D
roughly bout 3 hrs mre to our 10th monthsary baby (:
im waiting waiting and waiting .
me loves ue (: